On The Cold Night

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Leo sighed and rolled his eyes. "Didn't we stopped talking about these things, Wonshik? You, bringing it up this way is very insulting for me." he tried to match up Ravi's demeanor.

Ravi walked closer to him again until he was forced to back away. "You can just say you don't love me anymore but why do you need to lie about this? It's bothering me for a while." Leo looked away, trying to think of something he can say because losing to the conversation means Ravi is right.

"I'm not even claiming to be lying about that matter yet you're already treating me like a liar. Stop being like this, Wonshik." he said like a bih brother again but Ravi is done with Leo's methods of dodging the topic.

"You are lying. I've known you for so long. I'm sorry to tell you but your gestures are easy to read." Leo looks like a deer caught in the headlights. "I'm over with your alibi."

When he know he can't say anything anymore, Leo turned away and about to walk pass by Ravi again but he pulled him into and locked him in his ams. Leo tightly shut hus eyes again, not wanting to give in to the urge to hug him back. " Taekwoon.....it's so hard. I said I'd do what you want. I'll love you just as a brother but it's killing me. Just how the hell can you stop loving me that easily?" Leo stayed frozen as Ravi, with shaky arms is keeping him in the hug.

"Taekwoon." he pulled away a little to look him on the eyes but it caused their faces to have a dangerous proximity. "Did you really stopped loving me?" Leo is still frozen, too scared at the turn of events. He got the idea that all his plan is getting screwed right now. His breath hitched when Ravi leaned his face closer to his, their noses touching.

"You're not answering yes. Not even denying it. What's that supposed to mean?" Leo closed his eyes. When his mouth can't make anymore lies he knew it's all screwed up. His plan was ruined because in the end, Ravi still love him and he can see through him that he still love him as well.

"Taekwoon answer me please." Ravi begged desperately. Leo kept his eyes shut and decided to bow down his head to break the position they are in but Ravi had enough. He held him on the back of his head, tugging his hair in the process of lifting his face up to meet his as he crashed his lips onto his. Leo was shocked when he felt an electric feeling the moment their lips touched.

Ravi didn't waste time as he kissed him passionately, taking advantage of Leo who's weak on the knees causing him to clutch at Ravi's shoulder tightly. Leo started to struggle but Ravi held him firmly. Getting out of breath, Ravi pulled away to see his emotionless face. Ravi was surprised and angry at the same time "What's with that reaction? Huh?" Leo sighed before replying.

"This doesn't make me feel anything like how it used to." Ravi knit his brows. "No matter how many times you do it, I won't feel anything. Does that prove my point, Wonshik?" Leo had just muster the confidence to continue being a pretender. Ravi got furious at his answer, not wanting to beliwhat just happened.

"You're lying! " he said then pushed him harshly on the door and kissed him this time more roughly. Leo didn't stop him nor struggle this time, feeling Ravi's feelings for him expressed in a bitter way. Both if them as gasping for air when Ravi pulled away but he didn't looked away, keeping his eyes on him for he is observing his expression. He want it to be a lie but Leo is acting like he is unbotheted at the extremity of his expression of love.

"No. You're a liar. That's what I cam believe. You are pretending right now. Stop fooling me." he said, getting frustrated. Tears formed in his eyes.

"I'll take your advice then. I'll say it now." Ravi waited and the moment he said he closed his eyes as if Leo had completely broke his heart. "I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry. I hope this clears all the misunderstandings."