On The Cold Night

4

It's been days or week actually since when Leo started to have the weird feelings about Ravi. He is starting to hate the idea that comes in his head after all the analyzation that he did. He get easily fluttered with his normal clingy activities, simple praises and complements from him didn't make him embarassed but happy, he always wants to see him, he felt annoyed when girls are bitching with him and he get irritated whenever he's flirting with Soomi. He didn't like any of those thoughs. All of those are making him very uncomfortable and he hates it. He leaned against the wall. They are currently having their Art subject and today, they will be focusing to dancing. He is a really good dancer and it doesn't bother him to dance without getting embarrased so he just relaxed and waited for his turn. They are being called one by one and it was now Hyuk's turn. Girls started to squeal but then Ken gestured a 'he's still a baby' to them making them all laughed. Next is Ken who did a really good moves. Next to him is Hongbin and finally Ravi. Leo isn't really watching but the moment he heared his name being mentioned, he quickly got up and made his way to where the whole class is supposed to watch the performers. He saw Ravi doing a sexy yet cool moves as he made different styles of body roll. He can't help but admire him. He knows Ravi is best in dancing and this isn't the first time he witnessed it either yet he watched him as if he is doing it with hypnotism. He then widened his eyes when Ravi knowingly turned to his direction and winked while smiling. The girls squealed even harder this time. He is still shocked, can't believe Ravi would do that. He noticed that the latter has been a bit public in clinging onto him but winking at him like that is another thing. Suddenly, the thought that what he is feeling towards him is definitely wrong popped in his head, he turned around to again do everything to stop his feelings but to his dismay, he found Soomi beside him blushing as they made eye contact. It took him few seconds before he looked away and sat back down from a far. He frowned with the realization that it was Soomi who he winked and smiled for. He softly slapped himself when he became irritated of himself again having a hint of idea of what really is happening to him. 'Fuck of Leo! Stop being a gay. He is a guy and so you are. That's wrong!' he gasped for air when he's breathing started to go heavy. He put his hands in his face leaving some distance so that he could breath. He was planning to stay like that for a long time but was dissolved when a soft hand touched his shoulder. He looked up expecting it to be Ravi but it was no other than Soomi. She gave him a worried face leaning down to see his face. He quickly fixed his composure and slightly brushed his messy hair with his fingers. Soomi watched him amused. "A-are you alright? You seems to be really bothered." she consulted him. Leo stared at her for a second before responding.

"I-I'm fine." he said. She sat beside him, abandoning the screaming of students with Ravi's inhuman performance that the professor herself even forgot that he should only take five minutes. Leo slightly looked away. He is not used to this level of action from her. She didn't turn her eyes away from him even after he looked away.

"You look like having some trouble. If dancing there is making you uncomfortable just let me know. I'll tell everyone not to compliment you if that's alright to you." she suggested looking like she's about to cry than Leo who is the real troubled one. With that, he looked at her. He frowned then chuckled softly as he saw her face.

"You're ridiculus. Just a moment ago you're smiling and laughing....don't frown like that just because of me. You look better when your smiling...and don't worry about me. I'm just thinking about some things. I can dance." He said causing Soomi to widened her eyes and flushed so much that she became speechless. She's still staring at him. She can't help but cover her face and to fangirl but her giggles can't hide it. She can't believe that she have witnessed the exclusive side of him and even paid attention to her for the first time. She nod after showing up her still red face and tried to watch Ravi though people are around him meaning she's watching their backs. She's smiling on her own. There's no way she can hide her emotion at a time like this. Leo stared at her. He inspected every feature of her. She's pretty and he can't lie about that but she's prettier when she's bubbly and smiling. He can't believe she would want someone like him. He remembered how worried she is and appreciates her concern. She even stayed beside him not minding if he hates it or not. He realized that she looks like a typical cry baby girl but she is a brave one. He had rejected her many times yet she didn't even show him any lose of hope and change her behavior towards him. He then found himself smiling while staring at the now frozen Soomi with her face looking like about to explode in too much redness. He quickly shot back to his usual or rather normal face. He cleared his throat and pretended to also watching Ravi who is now frowning while still dancing, pleading for the professor for him to stop yet still dancing madly. He gain laughter from his friends who finds him silly. Soomi bit her lower lip in so much happiness. She then stood up faster than a thunder bolt making Leo looked at her in surprise. She motioned him to stand up excitedy.