On The Cold Night

38

Geez.

Ravi stared at him for a minute before finding himself responding to Leo's statement. "I-Is that because of what Hakyeon and Moonbyul said?" he asked. Leo shook his head.

"No. Stupid. I talked in front first before them." Ravi thought for a second then realized his mistake.

"B-but...w-what do you mean, you think you're just bisexual? D-did you get attracted to any of those new students?" Ravi asked frantically. Leo bit his lip and took a deep breath.

"...l-let's not talk about it for now. Please. I'm tired." Ravi sighed but nodded. He brushed his shoulder to soothe him before leaving him on his bed.

"O-okay. Take a rest." he said then went to the bathroom. Leo laid on his bed with the covers over his head. He resumed crying silently. He knows how painfully it is for Ravi to hear those words from him but he need to do it. He needs to slowly disapoint him untill he can make him believe the lies that he is slowly trying to show so it won't be too painful to leave him and too painful for him to be left alone by him. Ravi took an early shower and went out of the bathroom to see Leo on the bed, sleeping. He pulled his blanket out of his head for him to breathe and saw his tearstained pillow. His eyes are a bit puffy. 'Did he cry again?' he thought. He softly wiped his thin sweat with a towel, careful not to wake him up. He turned the heater off and left the dorm. He went to Ken's dorm to relax himself and to talk it out with him. He knocked two times and it was quickly opened by a tan guy. He frowned when he saw that it was Hakyeon.

"Hi. What brings you here?" Hakyeon asked happily.

"And what the fuck are you doing there?" he asked annoyed. Ken separated them with his palms both on the chest of the two.

"Hey hey. Chill there. Okay?" Ken told Ravi. "N hyung...is my new dormmate." Ravi widened his eyes. Hakyeon gave him a smug smile.

"What the fuck?" Hakyeon's smile fadded and chopped him on his neck.

"Hey, stop swearing!" he scolded him. He momentarily paused. He knows Hakyeon forgot that he wasn't suppose to do that but he actually missed it. He missed it when he is acting like their mother and he missed it when they are still okay with each other. He mentally cursed himself when he said 'sorry' which caused Hakyeon to smile and pat his back then motioned him to come in. He went in and sat on the couch.

"What's up? With you and Leo?" Ken consulted him.

"Can I have a beer?" he asked but then Ken hissed at him.

"Stop with the beer when you're not okay. Remember what happened the last time you got drunk and went home?" Ravi frowned at the memory of his rude bahavior to Leo and when he started leaving him behind. He rolled his eyes, completely pissed.

"H-he...he said he thinks he's just bisexual." Ken and Hakyeon gasped and widened their eyes.

"W-what? Why would he say that?" Ravi sighed.

"He didn't answer me when I asked him if he got attracted to any of those new bit- girls." he corrected himself. Hakyeon frowned. Ken sighed and walked to the kitchen.

"I'll take us a soda to cool down." Ken said. He paused and went to the bathroom.

"I-I want to talk to him." Hakyeon said and stood up, seemingly on his way to Leo when Ravi quickly pulled his collar to face his own in his height. Hakyeon glared at him. "What the fuck, Ravi? Put me down." he demanded. Ravi just stared at him angrily.

"I think it's because you're talking about being a bisexual these days that he tend to have that kind of mentality." Ravi said which caused Hakyeon to smirk.