On The Cold Night

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I swear I'm still broken about the news regarding Ravi leaving VIXX and his imprisonment. I can't even listen to his and LR songs just yet. It pained me. No words can describe how broken I am now. And guess what, thus chapter is just as depressing as how Starlight feel right now. I'm sorry but the story just really going this way. Perfect now I'm even more lonely.

When Leo woke up, Ravi is still not in the dorm, Leo didn't think twice and assumed that the younger didn't went back home since yesterday but he noticed the crumpled bed sheets on the latter's bed.

Huh? He went here?

He looked around to inspect everything and he saw Ravi's closet slightly ajar. He thought the younger must've took a change of clothes then went back to Sohee. Not really minding the thought, he turn to the closest and about close it properly when he noticed something. He opened it and turned pale. The number of Ravi's clothes are very few. He check them and realized that they are the ones he rarely wear. Some are gifts from him. Shut his eyes tightly and went to their shoe rack and saw that only his shoes are left. He sat on the cold floor and tightly closed his eyes. This is nt what he planned to start the day with.

Please be braver. This is the last time.

He stood up and took a deep breath he went to his phone and typed his message to Ravi before sending it.

To Ravi:

Ravi. I had fun with Hakyeon and Hyuk yesterday. I really wish I can spend that time with all six of us. I won't be staying at the clinic for today so I thought we can spend sometime here on our dorm.

He waited for it to ring, assuming the other man will respond quickly but ut didn't.

I can't give up yet. This can happen only today.

He sighed and put his phone in his pocket. If it vibrates then he'll knew right away that Ravi responded. He started cleaning the dorm one last time. He also fixed Ravi's bed and his own. He folded Ravi's remaining clothes properly since they were a mess in his closet before. After that he started cooking for something. Given that he always spend his time these days with the others makes it lonely to be alone now. It started to bother him now on how will he ever be able to survive loneliness when he leaves.

Running out of patience, he pull out his phone and sent another message to Ravi.

To Ravi:

I cooked your favorites. We rarely do that these days. Let's have dinner together, okay? I'll wait for you.

With shaky hands, he pressed the 'send' button. He pressed the phone to his chest then shut hus eyes tightly, waiting for a reply. It took five minutes already and his phone is as silent as the dorm at the moment. If it's not because of the boiling sound in the kitchen, he wouldn't realized that he is actually cooking something. He rushed to the kitchen and continued what he is doing.

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Ravi set aside his phone for the nth time now. Early in the morning, Leo sent him a message that boils his blood so much. How dare he ask for a bonding time right after breaking his heart, he thought. Leo is like forcing them to act all nice and normal as if he hadn't hurt him. It's easy for him because he was not the hurt one.

Of course, he ignored him. He is with Sohee. The girl promised to cook hi what he like so he requested something he used to make Leo cook for him. He needs to replace the impression he have for that dish.