On The Cold Night

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It has ben two days since when Leo told Ravi those big lies and since when he is starting to act like how they used to be when Leo hadn't confessed his feelings for him. The only difference is that he isn't acting clingy and sweet to him before like cuddling him, teasing him and other happy stuffs. They just talked about school, their friends, each other's condition and no other than that. It hurts Leo so much but of course it's the same for Ravi. Leo didn't want those changes but he got no choice. He stood up and went to the sink. They had just done their dinner and he thought washing the dishes might give him time to think about things without being obvious that he is always bothered with lots of things in his mind. He turned the faucet and started when Ravi hurried towards him. He had just done a five minutes shower. He run behind Leo to stop him.

"H-hey. Don't do that. Leave it to me." he said as he went on his back and touched the plate when it accudentally includes his hand. They paused for a moment but he immediately avoided his hand on his and moved a bit away from him. It pained Leo. "A-ahm...let me do it. You had just been doing all the chores today and yesterday." he said. Leo bowed his head and nodded.

"O-okay. Thanks." he replied and walks off. He went to the bathroom and closed the door. He started to have a long shower thinking it may calm him. Ravi paused as soon as Leo left. He took a deep breath thinking how much he is trying hard to act like it's so easy so Leo won't worry about him again but deep inside, he is crying. Every moment that he is acting like he don't love him hurts him more than Leo, or so he thought. He continued washing and Leo taking a shower. After his business, he went to his bed and put on his headset to get lost in reality and made himself busy surfing the interet with something. Leo went out and changed into his pajamas before also going to bed. All lights are off except fot the lampshade. He was about to also plug in his earphone when he got a call from Jimin. He rolled his eyes and answered it.

"What?" be asked lazily.

"What 'what'? Meet me tonight." Leo took a deep breath.

"Why now? I'm already in my-"
"It's okay. Don't change your pajamas. I'm on my way there." Leo panicked at her statement.

"H-hey wait. Why here?" he asked in terror. He don't want to hurt Ravi that much to the point of having Jimin with him on his front. "H-hello? Hello!" he yelled on the other line but she had already ended the call. "Shit!" he rushed to the door and opened it. He needs to stop her but as he opened the door, Jimin is there smiling.

"What? Like my surprise?" she asked, smiling. Leo glared at her. She placed her hands on his chest and pushed him in but Leo stayed firm on his spot. She looked at him quizically but he mind glaring at her. Instead of pushing her out, he moved closer to her until she bumped into him and bounced back. Leo closed the door behind him once they're outside.

"I told, I didn't like it when he is seeing us like this." he said. Jimin knitted her brows.

"W-what? Isn't this what you want? To let him see that you're into girls and for him to undetstand that boys can't be with boys?" Leo took a deep breath and turned away. He knows he'll get more annoyed if he stare at her for more than a minute.

"Let's do it here." Jimin seemed shock.

"What the hell? What if someone heard us?" she said.

"What do you want to know now?" Jimin rolled her eyes, knowing she lose.

"Okay. About what he likes to a girl. I'm sure he had told you lots of things before....when you're not euining his life yet." she teased him. Leo suddenly remembered bow much he talks about Soomi all the time that he got more and mpre annoyed to the girl because Ravi's favorite word. She sighed.

"Didn't you ask that same thing before?" Jimin raised a brow.

"I'm not a fan of that girl called Soomi so let me know her traits that Ravi come to like." Leo opened the door slightly to see that Ravi is still on his position, not carying any shit he is doing with Jimin. He knows that it's her though because he turned to them when he run to the door.