On The Cold Night

Just a little Shit

I guess no one is waiting for this book anymore but I still want to say this. I know this book started really nicely but as it reaches for about the chapters 30 and up, everything went exaggerated. (No one is criticizing my work so I'm doing it. Wut da fuck XD) Going back. I just want to explain that during those times I was really in a shit. I think I was on my down fall and even the closest friend wasn't there for me. I got so many troubles and struggles those times. Added with that, my mental condition. I literally thought I was going crazy without being able to tell someone what's going on with me. I was forced to choose a rather unhealthy way of comforting myself. Friends hate me which I'm fully aware of since then and I got no one there to listen to me. I was so depressed and feel like nothing worth it. But then this book helped me to speak about my feelings which is why it turned out too dramatic and unbelieveable misfortune to the main character. It turned out to be a shit and I'm sorry for that. I was so vunlerable and so does the character. Still I'm thankful for those who voted for this and those who read it. I'm so glad (at least it made me feel some people listened to me that way.) I don't know if I should continue updating this book but I'm having this urge to continue it anyway because even how a trash this is, it's still the first expression of my darkest shits. I still love this book so I guess from now on, I should not care about the votes and reads that I might get. What matters is that I love what I'm doing and I'm not hurting anyone. (Geez, I said too much shits.) Well I'll leave it here. I might post new chapters because a friend updated me that Taekwoonie seems to be doing fine. Okay bye.