On The Cold Night

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When Ravi is back, Jackson didn't scold him for being absent for too long as he saw his puffy eyes. Ravi didn't say anything and just went back to work. He sometimes would look around to search for Leo but he can't find him. Due to worrying so much, he asked Jackson's permission of going home earlier for not feeling well. He went straight to their dorm, afriad to see if he had hurt himself again but what he saw is something else which is also frightening him. Leo is packing his things.

"Y-you said tonight. Why are you in such a rush?" he tried to sound okay. Leo didn't look up at him as he kept himself busy.

"I'm not in a rush. I just don't have anything to ractice today so I'm doing it now." he answered. Ravi closed his eyes as he sighed. "I'm actually done. You can ask someone's comapny if you want. I'm sure you're not that good in learning how cook. Ask a help if you need. Clean up the dorm...it's also for you....I already told Hongbin about this and half of my stuffs are already there...I'm going now. Take care of yourself." he said then pulled his luggage through the door but Ravi took his wrist in a harsh way. He whined and looked at him to see that he also have puffy eyes but the latter have new tears on them. He started crying pitifully which breaks Leo even more.

".....you love me, right? Please tell me the truth...please, Taekwoon. Let's not go this far." Leo clenched his other fist to control himself. He swallowed hard.

"....we have already talked about this-"
"Just answer me truthfully. Please....do you love me?" Leo's breathing hitched as his tears felt too heavy to hold back.

"....no....I don't. I'm sorry." he said then moved as fast as he could. He snatched his hand back and took his things, closing the door when he left. He almost run through the corridor to be able to hold his emotions a little more. Oce he reached the dorm and entered, he locked it and sat on the floor, hugging his knees close to his chest and hiding his face on them. "Wonshik...." he cried. He can imagine just how a wrecked room their dorm could be right now and he wasn't wrong. Ravi had crashed his own stuffs. He looked over to the plates and remembered every memories he used to have with him just by seeing the utensils so he also throw them all to the floor thinking he won't need them anymore.

"Fuck! Why does it have to happen to me!!" he screamed. "Taekwoon...why?" he asked as he stared into the picture of him that careful kept in his wallet. He took it and let it slip between his shaking fingers. It fell to the wet floor and soaked. "....is it even possible to forget you?" he sat on his messed up bed and cried on his own.

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Hongbin and Hyuk went home and saw that there are actually foods prepared for them and their dorm was cleaned and have a knew look as Leo had put the furnitures and stuffs in a more space saving way. There is also a futton on the other corner where a huge hump is under the blanket.

"Hyung must've waited for us to come home to eat with us. I'll wake him up." Hongbin immediatey stopped the kid by taking his arm.

"No. There is a note." he said then took the note on the coffee table and read it.

Hongbin
I got really tired from packing my things and
doing all the stuffs here so let me just sleep.
There are foods I've prepared. Eat well.

Leo.

Hongbin sighed and put the note down. He took Hyuk to the kitchen and sat the both of them on the chairs in front of the table. Hyuk just obeyed with everything Hongbin is telling him to do which includes not disturbing Leo. When they were done eating, Hyuk didn't settle to the couch, instead he stood beside Hongbin who is washing the dishes.