Date: 29th May 2015
Time: 7:10pm
I have a feeling I found someone like me. Not going through the exact thing but he can see It.
I can feel and hear It, but never actually seen It...at least I don't think I did.
"Some look like they were when they were alive, most are black figures, that walk around watching the one they feed off of."
Wait....a black figure seems familiar...
Does it cling onto people?
"Hovering over people, clinging onto them, sometimes stand behind them as a shadow, but they all have faces."
NO WAY, HE CAN ACTUALLY SEE IT?!?!
What does It's face look like?
"Sometimes red burnt, yellow eyes, other black shadow and red eyes."
Maybe...if I show a picture he might see it in the picture!!
"I don't see anything. Do you see something I'm not seeing?"
I can't see it but I feel it...
"You feel something is with you right now?"
Yeah...
"If you feel like something's with it would show up on the camera as long as it's not latched onto you."
It's really near me...almost touching...
"From where behind you?"
Yeah
"Turn around."
Dafaq did he just ask me to do? Turn around?? Nope, nope, nope. Never.
"You'll be fine."
I'm keeping my eyes shut.
"Ok that's fine."
I turn around and OH GOD IT'S CLOSE. I can literally feel It's presence just millimetres away from my face. It isn't doing anything...just being to close.
\Dude personal space.\
"Can you take a pic so I can see it?"
*sends le picture*
"It won't load can you do it again...sorry."
*sends another*
Is it loaded?
"No just keeps saying failed to load."
Hmmmm...odd...maybe if I go to another room it will work? If that even defies logic itself.
*sends picture from another room*
Anything? Or just failed to load?
"Do you see the shadow above your head?"
There's a what above my head?! A shadow??
"Yeah by your head."
Ok Robin, time to prepare that abort mission button.
"There's something there."
WHAT?!
"There's something behind you."
So you gonna tell me what It looks like, or what?
"A shadow, red eyes."
Ehh....why....
"I don't know it's just hovering over you."
Ok...wait, WAIT.
I sometimes get a feeling that It is hovering over me when I'm lying down. It freaking scares me so much...
"Do you ever get chest pains when you're lying down?"
I knew that had something to do with It! Whenever I feel It's presence, I get a bad 'feeling' in my chest. Anyways, he said it feeds off of fear...THIS THING IS EATING ME ALIVE?!?!
So I, the most fearful girl, has to be fearless?
"Yup."
Gosh, it's like I'm digging myself a deeper grave...
What happens if I'm still scared?
"It gets power."
...fantastic...
"If It gets power, it can cause harm to you and your family."
Me...yes, family..no.
But, the first people I told, they got hurt...they were driven to suicide...
Well, if what this guy says is true I might need to get help. To the internet!
Based on this website it may be one of these things:
- Dissociative Disorder
- Paranoia
- Personality Disorder
- Psychosis
- Schizoaffective Disorder
- Schizophrenia
Now...time for the people I know to see if any of these seem familiar...
(Hello author here! Crediting the picture as it's one of Hannah's drawings. Bye!)
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Escaping Hallucinations
ParanormalTRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of self harm, suicide etc... Robin may seem like a normal girl on the outside, but it's always the inside that counts. She hears voices and she's scared of them. This book is her "diary" containing her thoughts and convers...
