Date: 3rd July 2015
Time: 09:17am
Ugh....didn't have any sleep last night...I feel like I'm gonna collapse. I'm in English and I've decided to take a little nap whilst our teacher isn't paying attention to us. A few minutes later I look up and....wow. Half of the class is dead on the table sleeping. Did I start a trend or something?
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It's now break and well forget eating I need to do my history exam it's due period 4. Now...world war one...ugh fuck it I can't do this shit. I'm just gonna go cut now...
I arrive in the bathroom and hide in a stall. Get the scissors from my bag...cut. Cut. Cut. Cut. These scissors are way sharper than the ones in my bathroom. They kinda sting a bit...oh.
Oh no. How the fuck did that happen. The cuts have started bleeding?! But how?!?! I never bleed with scissors! Are these scissors really that sharp? Or did I just do it too deep? It's ok Robin...just cover your arms...
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It's lunch now and Flower, Amika, Fuyuki, Ari and Breshna are having a water fight. Maya and I don't want anyone to get a single drop on us. Haha, she's literally got a compass out and everything. Bibi is completely soaked and it's her own fault actually, she's pouring all of her water all over herself.
A while later, Viola comes over and tells me I have to get my PE kit fitted. Our school is having a new uniform so we're having our sports kit fitted and ordered for free. I drag Harley along as I don't wanna be alone. I go there and my teacher asks me for my name and class. Really? You teach me how can you not know my name by now?! Anyways, time to get fitted.
"Ok take your jumper off and put size 32 on."
Wait what? I have to take my jumper off. Ok....I'll do that...just don't look at my arms. I hide my arms behind me praying that the teachers don't see my cuts. As I'm putting the jumper on I turn around to see Viola and Harley. Shit. They've probably seen my cuts...ugh this is torture...
~04:27pm~
Oh! A new update on a story! Cool I wonder what's gonna happen....oh. It's about those things with Aina...oh....
Fuck, is she upset? Angry? Does she hate me? Was it all my fault? Did I do this??? It was. It just had to be me, I was the one mentioning...those stuff. Oh gosh, why does random shit spew out of my mouth all the time?!?! Sometimes I really hate myself...wait no....
I always hate myself.
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