Date: 19th July 2015
Time: 6:59pm
Fuck. I couldn't help it. I mean, my mum always forces me to eat breakfast and dinner, sometimes even lunch too. I mean, that's so many calories!!! That will make me look like a whale and my mum will get suspicious if I don't eat so-
I just purged it all out. It was pretty hard but I got there in the end. At least I got rid of the calories...
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Maybe if I talk to Nicole I'll start to feel better. Nicole always makes me happy.
Oh no! Why is the amazing Nicole sad? That's not good. I'll just ask my other friends to help me cheer her up.
And it looks like it worked. She's feeling better now. I'm so glad that I can make the people important to me happy. Though, what did they actually say?
I asked Mikayla to show me the conversation and well I was kinda shocked at the reason Nicole was sad.
"I still love my ex. We broke up ages ago and people say I deserve better but....I don't know..."
Who does she love?
/Definitely not you./
You never know it could be me. Maybe she loves me....
What's the name of the ex she's talking about?
"Connor."
Oh. Well that's nice. Really nice.
/Ha, told you./
How is it possible for my already fragile heart to shatter this quickly. She's in love with someone else? Of course she is, she's gotta love someone and it won't ever be me. She won't ever love me...
I guess I'm the one needing the cheering up now.
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ParanormalTRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of self harm, suicide etc... Robin may seem like a normal girl on the outside, but it's always the inside that counts. She hears voices and she's scared of them. This book is her "diary" containing her thoughts and convers...
