Escaping Hallucinations

Round 5

Date: 1st June 2015

Time: 9:16am

I just love school. The amazing 7 hours of supportive teachers and friends distract me from the voices. I wish I could be at school all the time.

Ok Robin stop uttering bullshit, you hate school.

First lesson, no teacher. Just shows how much this school cares for our education. Seriously, the head teacher is the worst. She doesn't even care about ours or the teachers opinions and just blindly obeys the government.

Authority sucks.

The first day of school may be the worst, haven't done any homework at all. Plus I need to tell Flower and Ari something. Flower about that stalker guy and Ari about the voices. They're both sitting on my table and there's only five minutes left so why not?

Seems like I didn't have the courage to tell either of them. Am I the biggest chicken or what?

English actually went by better than expected. Didn't do any writing and the lesson was just spelling tests. When it came to my turn to spell the word 'thesaurus' I screwed up.

/You're so pathetic no wonder you're terrible at English./

\Yeah, yeah. Whatever.\

Turns out the worst lesson so far was maths. There is one word that comes straight to my mind when I think of my math teacher: LOUD. He always complains about how noisy our class is then screams his head off because of it. The problem is not our noise, it's actually that he can't control the class. If a student can quieten the class by just saying 'shhhh', why can't he? Honestly it's so pathetic.

Not to mention, I was getting really angry for no reason whatsoever. I literally went to kick someone cause they were talking too much.

Now, it's lunch. An hour of students doing illegal stuff and being pathetic. Plus the minority who actually have pasta in the cafeteria.

For a moment I felt as if something brushed against my back. Weird. Also why is it hot and cold?! British weather I tell you.

The worst thing about being outside during lunch is that the shitty PE clubs always force us to move to the other side of the court just for a game of cricket.

Plus if I hear the words CHARLIE CHARLIE ONE MORE TIME, I'll probably stab whoever does it. Even my friends are doing it...like a 'demon/spirit' would actually want to play along with this silly game. They would have fun with just you, not with you AND your friends. That's at least what I learnt...

Back to cricket: they aren't even holding the bat right. That's how shit they are. And the teacher thinks it's all perfect and amazing just acting prestige with her clipboard. Well, as prestige as you can be when you're wearing a T-Shirt and shorts.

And more people screaming cause of CHARLIE FUCKING CHARLIE. Yeah you should get in trouble cause you're so pathetic. Like seriously this has happened three times in the past hour!! Pathetic.

One time was during my lesson, group of girls did it and just started screaming that it works. I clearly told them my thoughts about it.

"If a spirit was going to haunt you then it would haunt JUST YOU. It wouldn't play this game with your friends."

"How do you know that?"

Ermmmm...how I know? Well I literally get threatened to not tell anyone about It. Besides, It has proved that it's real through other ways, not a silly game.

I didn't say that but I really wanted to. I just kept saying that I just know and then stopped after I felt myself choking up. Being targeted like that so suddenly made it feel like a cloud was surrounding my head, so I wasn't fully aware of my surroundings. Everything just felt heavy and made me sleepy...

(Author here! Just wanna say happy birthday to my mouse!)