Date: 24th August 2015
Time: 8:28pm
These shadows and voices....they give me such a headache. They come over and over again and my goodness I don't even know what love or kindness or friendship is anymore. I've told Naomi and I hope she understands.
"Is it okay if it.. Stays like that? I still trust you but... For now I feel its best we aren't talking if you don't even know what love is. Its just better on us both. I want to stay close just not...talk."
Oh.
OH.
My heart just, shattered. That's odd. There's a physical pain there and it aches so much I just wanna cry. But no, I'm with people. I can't cry. I'll go to the bathroom.
Where is my trusty little blade....I can always trust you. You never hurt me. Oh god, someone better call an ambulance cause I'm losing my mind. Everything is jumbled up and slowly disappearing. I just can't take this!! FUCK I WANNA DIE!
I scream. I scream and cry as my arms go red my the metal touch. I don't care about my arms, my heart hurts so badly, I can't feel any other pain. I want to go deeper and deeper. So deep that I won't wake up. Please....please please.
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Escaping Hallucinations
ParanormalTRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of self harm, suicide etc... Robin may seem like a normal girl on the outside, but it's always the inside that counts. She hears voices and she's scared of them. This book is her "diary" containing her thoughts and convers...
