Escaping Hallucinations

Round 23

Date: 30th June 2015

Time: 8:23pm

FUCK WE MADE MY OWN FRIEND CUT WHAT KINDA SICK PEOPLE ARE WE?!?!

Aina....I hate you so much right now. I really do.

~Flashback to the morning~

Going to school. Ew I'm wearing a skirt without any tights and my body confidence went down to minus five thousand. I mean my thighs...they're so huge...and...my knees...ew they're so gross I hate them. My legs are so bad they make me look so fat and ugly.

Anyways I'm off to school and well...I see...Viola and Harley together having fun doing stuff then running off somewhere together. What? What could they be doing?

Ok just stop thinking about that. Aina will want to hurt them otherwise...

I heard Viola say something about her going out with Harley tomorrow night. Oh. I didn't hear anything about this.

"So are you and Flower doing something cause me and Harley are."

Wait what? Am I not invited? Why don't you want me with you? Unless...no! No Robin. Don't let Aina hear about this.

But Harley always talks about Viola in her stories and...well I can tell they love eachother.

Oh shit.

Love?! People love eachother?! Who are these people, they don't deserve any love at all!!

It's...no one. Just forget about it Aina. There is no love.

Viola and Harley?! Ugh they're making us feel so much like a third wheel aren't they?!

Don't say that! They're just friends....that's all they...

I can't believe this! Oh look at that!! Two fucking love birds who don't deserve eachother at all!! Why can't I have the love?! Or even you?! Love for you fails everytime why doesn't anyone love us?!?! If they can't love us then they should die!!

Stop! Don't say that! They're amazing people and even if they do love eachother we should just leave them...

They are awful creatures!! Acting as if it's okay to love...both acting all confused and denying the truth. I bet it's their plan to keep their relationship to a secret. I'll just expose these feelings and then the love will stop!! They'll realise that it's impossible for love to happen!!

What are you gonna do to them? That will hurt them!

Come on....you know you want to. Why can't you love but they can? It upsets you doesn't it? Look I'll just do all the work and you sit tight until things are better, okay?

That's not a way to make things better!

You haven't got a choice anymore I'LL DO WHAT I WANT. I'LL MAKE THIS LOVE FAIL.

~

So that's what happened. Aina said and did quite a bit and well...I wouldn't be surprised if they hated me now.

I mean, who wouldn't?