Date: 8th June 2015
Time: 10:05pm
The conversation with Kenichi is over now...but I found a bigger thing to worry about. Nicole.
"Hey, I'm pretty sure we're not together anymore."
Wait what? What do you mean?
"I mean...you swore up and down that you had no idea who I was. You pissed off all of your friends about it. You're unstable..."
'I'm unstable'. Well not everyone in this freaking world is able to function in this world.
/Told you she never liked you. She was just toying with your feelings./
"Also....when I told you that I was "picky".....see the thing is...ugh..I don't know how to put this...I don't like girls in that way."
/Ha! You're pathetic!! Dating a straight girl? It's obvious she doesn't love you!!/
\Shut up.\
Oh look, Sumiko messaged me. She needs to shut up too. Everyone needs to shut up. Make this whole world silence. Let them hear my screams and cries for help, for love, for life.
~Headphones on. World off~
She lied and toyed with my feelings....she's gonna pay...
'You know what I hate the most about people? When they lie. First of all you lied to me about the reason you tried to kill yourself, then you lie about your sexuality, you kept lying to me saying that you loved me when you probably just finished snogging some random boy. You keep complaining about how unstable I am. If I'm so unstable why can't you help me? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO JUST BE A PATHETIC BITCH?!?! I ACTUALLY THOUGHT YOU COULD MAKE ME HAPPY AND KEEP ME ALIVE DAY BY DAY BUT NO YOU JUST TOYED WITH MY FEELINGS SO HARD I HATE YOU I FUCKING HATE YOU SO MUCH MAYBE YOU SHOULD HAVE JUST NOT WOKE UP WHEN YOU TRIED TO KILL YOURSELF I WOULDN'T CARE AT ALL ANYMORE SO JUST GO AWAY FOREVER'
Bye.
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Escaping Hallucinations
ParanormalTRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of self harm, suicide etc... Robin may seem like a normal girl on the outside, but it's always the inside that counts. She hears voices and she's scared of them. This book is her "diary" containing her thoughts and convers...
