Escaping Hallucinations

Round 11

Date: 7th June 2015

Time: 07:31am

Mum's birthday today...awoke to something rather unsettling though...

This...thing has been happening the past few days where I feel as if my friends are changing...they're starting to hate me or something. I get this quite alot and it never ends good.

I was having yet another online argument with Momoko and Sai (great job Robin) and then Momoko asked Viola her opinion and guess what? Instead of siding with me, someone who she's been 'friends' with for almost four years, she sides with people she hasn't even met!!

I was shocked so much. Why Viola? Why does Viola keep acting strange or keep doing things like this?

/Viola and Harley hate you. They never want to be around you so you should just go./

I feel like something bad is going to happen involving Viola and Harley. Maybe It might do something.

"Just cause I'm friends with them doesn't mean you have to get pissed I mean they are awesome and our friendship doesn't have to have anything to do with you." 

Wait what? I don't care who your friends with all I care about is who you preferred. If two friends are fighting you would back up the one you like most, right? Or just stay out of it, right? I can just totally see it. If me and Momoko switched lives, Viola would be so much happier.

/They all hate you. I'm sure Viola would love it if you never even existed./

Seeing this comment Momoko and Sai are obviously like "oh snap" and "ouch". I just wish they would stay out of my business. If I was saying something just to them, they certainly wouldn't like it if other people started commenting that stuff.

/Having an argument with three people you've killed certainly will be fun. Lets see how this one turns out.../

Now this is the part where Momoko just gets in the middle of me and Viola's friendship.

"You need to shut your mouth before you lose more friends."

If I recall, I wasn't being offensive towards my friends. They're the ones acting different.

"Well maybe if you weren't so rude it would be better for you."

HOLD UP. First of all, I'm not being rude, well I'm not trying to. The most I usually do is call someone a bitch. I'm not the one that says people are crazy and need to be detained in mental hospitals now am I?

And secondly, I surely didn't know that my attitude affected my life situation. Saying 'bad things' to others is certainly the cause of all my problems. WRONG.

I'm not as bad as others when it comes to insulting others. Cause some of the things Momoko and Sai say can drive someone even more insane than they already are.

"That was so long ago you need to get over your crazy self."

You see what I mean? That's exactly what I'm talking about!! Sure I'm not normal but that doesn't mean you should call me crazy.

"Just leave I don't give a fuck about what you do."

/You hear that? They don't care. That means you can do anything without them trying to stop you. Hmmm...what should you do first? We could start by you hurting yourself, a few cuts here and there, oh and it doesn't matter whether you die or not, no one would care. You could even kill some of their loved ones! I would love to see that happen./

\Why should I do that?!\

/Because they don't care. No one cares. We can do anything we want to now. No more stopping us./

\If...if you say so...\