Date: 4th June 2015
Time: 12:38pm
Science...I feel kinda light headed from being in the sun for an hour so I'm just gonna sit on Harley's chair whilst she's doing a quiz.
"Fuck off Robin we don't want you here."
"I'm sharing too much oxygen already so just go."
Ok then...that's not very nice...
/Well it is true, you should really just go away, far away. No one needs you./
I'll just go back to my chair. Oh wait, Viola is there and won't move out. Guess I'm standing. I just totally feel like strangling someone.
/You should./
\I'm not like that...\
It's lunch now. My friends are listening to music and I'm just...sitting there.
/You're bored. Why not strangle someone?/
\The fuck?\
Let me just go to Geography...to get my mind off things.
Ew, another group project. Well, at least we get to choose our groups. I'm in a group with Harley, Flower, Satomi and Tsubaki. It's apparently my job to protect Flower from Harley. Don't ask./Hmmm...who to strangle...who to strangle...not Satomi she's already scared of you...not Tsubaki...can't be Flower...so that leaves Harley! I'm sure she wouldn't mind./
\There's no way that I'm gonna do that.\
/Why can't you just be obedient? No wonder why everyone hates you./
I can see why I hate authority...
\I'm not just gonna hurt my friends. That's cruel.\
/But you hurt Harley by stealing her stuff. I'm sure she would find you strangling her better than stealing those things, right?/
\It's got nothing to do with you.\
/Just do it already./
\No.\
/DO IT OR I WILL/
Just at that moment I notice a leaf near her neck. Phew...guess I can escape for now.
After form, our teacher gave the class a ridiculous lecture about how we have to obey adults every command. Gosh, sometimes I just wanna punch her in the face.
/Yay you're getting angry. Now are you gonna strangle her or what?/
Out of class, me and Harley just rant our heads off. Well mainly me, but I can't help but to rant when I'm angry.
/Strangle her./
\No.\
/Fine I'll just do it myself./
And just like that, my hands were around Harley's neck. Why am I doing this?!
Anyways I continued ranting my head off. That was until our teacher came into the area. Immediately shut my mouth. Gosh I'm such a chicken..
"Robin can you help me with something?"
FUCK I'M DEAD GOODBYE NICE KNOWING YOU. I'm gonna be stuck with some huge lecture now. I asked my friends to pray for me just as I was entering her office.
After that little conversation, I'm luckily alive and not in trouble. Thank goodness..
I'm sorry Harley...for stealing your things, and hurting you...
I mess up all the time.
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Escaping Hallucinations
ParanormalTRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of self harm, suicide etc... Robin may seem like a normal girl on the outside, but it's always the inside that counts. She hears voices and she's scared of them. This book is her "diary" containing her thoughts and convers...