Date: 22nd August 2015
Time: 6:29pm
For the past few days alot of weird yet not surprising things have happened.
- The third wheel thing that happened ages ago has come back today.
- So many more people are hating on me, well I get that.
- My mood...it's just gotten so much worse I don't wanna go to school....I don't even feel like living.
- My um...cutting has come back...even more than before...
- I'm hearing voices more than usual....
- ....I'm....starting to see shadows alot...and it creeps me the fuck out....there's so many of them...
Erghhhh fuck it....maybe I should tell some of my friends. Well, not my school friends. Don't want them lecturing me when I go back to hell. Maybe my little online friends? Yeah I'm sure they can help me with this.
Okay, who should I tell? I got it!
- Naomi
- Eren
- Nicole
- Momoko
Those guys are the best at supporting me. I'm sure they will be able to help me. Ok, lets tell them.
"I'm leaving."
"I'm leaving too."
Huh? Nicole? Eren? Wait..?
Nicole has left the chat.
Eren has left the chat.
Guys...? I need help....
So, I guess all that shit about caring for me and not wanting me to be dead was A HUGE LIE. WASN'T IT?!?!
WHY DOES EVERYONE LEAVE ME?! I NEED HELP!!
Help me. Please.
~ 20 mins later ~
You know....the only reason the doctors didn't diagnose me with schizophrenia is cause I couldn't see what I could hear...what are they gonna think now..???
Momoko has left the chat.
What? Momoko?! You said you wouldn't leave...they must all think I'm a freak.
Why weren't you there when I needed you? Why?
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Escaping Hallucinations
ParanormaleTRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of self harm, suicide etc... Robin may seem like a normal girl on the outside, but it's always the inside that counts. She hears voices and she's scared of them. This book is her "diary" containing her thoughts and convers...
