Date: 29th June 2015
Time: 3:55pm
Just finished my appointment at the hospital. It was almost 2 hours, da fuck.
Got a new CAMHS worker named June. I prefer Sarah but she's still good. She said that I might have mild depression but she doesn't really know.
We had to fill out some forms too. Just the casual ones but after that we were at a bus stop with some school boys that really pissed my dad off. They're secondary school boys, their purpose is to be annoying brats and snog girls.
We just missed the 158 bus so now we have to wait a while. Lucky thing those school boys are gone, am I right?
~6:43pm~
Yay! Had fish and chips for dinner! Though I'm feeling a little chubby now...ugh. I feel gross in my body.
Viola messaged me. Well it wasn't actually her but it was from her phone. Everything's going well until my sister comes in.
"You're such an attention seeker, jumping around from bus to bus, crying for mum all the time. I really wouldn't care if you died."
Thanks Alannah...that helps everything...
Anyways, I continue talking to Viola and then I ask her a question but she didn't understand. So I asked it again, didn't understand again. I was getting slightly annoyed so I asked one more time in the most clear way possible and then...
"That's it you've just crossed the line."
Eh? What? What did I do? Did I do something wrong?
/She hates you!/
Shut up...
"Why can you never see when you've done something wrong."
Well, can you tell me what I did? So I don't do it again in the future, ya know. Besides how am I supposed to know that I did something wrong?
/You're just being the usual you. No one likes that so everything you do is wrong./
"People tell you all the time you never understand I wish they would hurry up and diagnose you with something."
Harsh...not my fault the doctors are such slackers...it's been two whole weeks.
/She knows you're a freak. She wants you diagnosed so you're in an asylum, where you should be./
What is going on with everyone lately? They seem to be getting annoyed at me for practically no reason!! Do they just hate me?
They do, don't they?
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