Escaping Hallucinations

Round 12

Date: 8th June 2015

Time: 08:32pm

I remember...back in April I was trying to make this guy feel happy, cheering him up and stuff. It made him attempt suicide and lots of stuff happened after that.

His friend saw what happened and then started threatening me saying that he's gonna find out where I live so I can get gang raped and killed. I was driven to a panic attack and then blocked him.

Why am I mentioning this? It's happening again.

Kenji is alive and he wants to talk to me. After all that's happened, he misses me. I know, I know. If I blocked him how do I know this? He has another friend, Kenichi, that is trying to convince me to talk to Kenji.

Kenichi and I are having an interesting conversation...

"He is saying if you don't talk to him he will cut your name in his arm."

Are you kidding me?! He's gonna get hurt and I haven't even talked to him yet. Kenji surely doesn't know the meaning of psychological abuse.

"Now he is going to kill himself."

I really don't need to know this...

/You're going to kill him again?! You freak./

"YOU'RE A FUCKING CUNT
THATS SO FUCKED UP.
You told him to kill himself
THE FUCK
IS WRONG WITH YOU
WHAT SICK FUCK TELLS A KID WHO IS SUICIDAL TO KILL THEMSELVES."

It wasn't actually me though! Honest! It said that...

*pic of cut*
"That's from you not talking to him."

That's so triggering...a large cut across his stomach...why would he do that?

/It's all your fault. Why not, to make it even, cut yourself in that exact place? You do want to do it. Do it so deep that you bleed to death. I like your blood alot./

...I can't do this. I'm telling Sumiko. She has to either date him or block him. So the neither of them get hurt anymore.

She replied after what seemed like an eternity. It was only a few minutes.

Great she's getting angry. Plus she's bringing up my past...talking about Sai...

/You're hurting the both of them now. Just go hurt yourself already no one would care./

\Yeah you're right...\