Her Astronaut

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In the months after Nova left Bry... her ex, she attended therapy multiple times every week to help heal from the trauma and conditioning of her toxic relationship. It was an emotional roller coaster that in the end helped her move past what she experienced.

It was in those intensive sessions with her previous therapist that she realized the majority of her relationship trauma came from sex.

Not only was their first time of dubious consent, but all the following times were never truly pleasureable for her. Sex became a chore that she had to endure. It got to the point that Nova had resigned to the fact that she would never enjoy it.

She had a vibrator and had made good use of it. To her, that was the extent of pleasure she would ever experience.

That is until this particular day when she was laid out on her bed, her womanhood at the edge while Seokjin feasted on her like he had been starving for 40 days and 40 nights. Her hands gripped the sheets and her heels dug into the side of her bed. She was seeing stars while making sounds that she never thought were possible.

The moment Jin pulled the two of them into Nova's master bedroom, she didn't have a chance to fully process what was going on before her back collided with the wall of her bedroom.

Jin's lips hungrily began to devour hers. One hand next to her head on the wall while the other with the cast gently up against her waist.

"You are never to call me Oppa unless we are in private or you want me to drag us into the nearest bedroom. I didn't realize what hearing that honorific from you would do to me," he whispered huskily, taking only a short break from her lips.

"I'll keep that in mind... Oppa," Nova's bratty side now coming out easier than it had ever been.

With her ex, Nova had learned to be submissive and obedient in the bedroom. It was always what and how he wanted things done. Even down to how she responded and reacted to him during sex.

Nova then created a persona that was purely what he wanted and envisioned, not who she was.

She became a shell of her former self because of this.

Thanks to therapy and her loved ones (especially Jenn) Nova was able to overcome and rediscover herself. As one could imagine, it made her less than enthusiastic about jumping into another relationship, especially sexual, anytime soon.

That was not the case with Seokjin. The more her arousal grew when she was with him, the more her sass and brattiude came out.

It was fucking liberating.

The best part? He loved it just as much. The thought of the woman he was falling for feeling safe enough to let her walls down and truly be herself? That was the biggest turn-on.

Seokjin wanted Nova to be herself, no one else.

"You are making it so damn hard to follow the limitations that I gave myself when it comes to intimacy with you Yeobo."

"Why should we limit ourselves oppa? I want all of you," she said matter-of-factly.

He pressed his body up against her, effectively making her feel his growing arousal.

"I would give anything to take you right here and right now Yeobo, but we need to stop ourselves from going too far... or at least until I am fully healed."

Nova whined with a pouty lip that about dropped Seokjin to his knees. She desperately wanted him, all of him. However, he had a point.

"Yeobo, when I finally get to take you I don't want to have to hold back or worry about injuring myself further," he said gently pressing their foreheads together, "I want to get fully lost in you and not have to hold back... at all. So let me promise you this at least."