27 - akikasa(?)

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Haha lol be prepared
Angst
TW: SUICIDE

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Tsukasas pov:
Me and Akito have been fighting for almost an hour. I can't remember how it started... wait.

"What is it with you and needing everything to be perfect?! Stop getting so mad at one mistake!"

"I'm sorry..."

"Sorry isn't gonna cut it!! You need to stop!!"

"You know, maybe the green haired girl was right to disband the group after that fight."

What...? Oh. Yeah. I guess he's right.

"Maybe we should take a break, we've been fighting a lot lately." He walks away after. Yeah. He's right. I guess I should disband the group then. I get on my phone to text the group.

"Hey guys. I think we should disband." I sent.

"What?" Nene replied.
"Tsukasa? Wdym?" Rui Said.
"Tsukasa? :(" Emu sent.

I didn't say a word after. I get up and get ready for bed. I had school tomorrow, so I guess it's what I can do right now. I get ready and go to bed.
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I wake up. Welp, I'm ready for a full day of absolute hell. I get up and go into my closet. I get my uniform and put it on. I get ready and head out the door.

People kept greeting me, but I ignored them. I was silent almost all day.

I go up to the rooftop. Rui came up there not long after. He tried talking to me, but I ignored him. But then... he hugged me? "Tsukasa, please. Tell me what's happening." I hugged him back.

"Well... me and Akito got into a fight. And uh... we're on a break now. He said a few things and..." I stopped myself from saying anything more. "Hey, don't worry. I hope you get this resolved soon, ok?" He said. He walked away after. I looked at the ledge. Maybe I should. Eh, I'll wait a bit.

I walk home, trying to forget everything. I zoned out walking home. I eventually get there. I open the door and immediately head to my room. I lay down. I've barely done anything for what feels like forever. I wish I was gone already. I soon fall asleep.

I get up, here we go again. I go get ready for school. This time sakis there. She was just about to leave. Since I'll be gone soon... I hug her. I go out the door.

I went through the whole school day. Finally. I didn't wanna deal with anything anymore. I see Akito in the halls, but we don't talk. I head home. I've barely talked in the past two days. I get home and lay down in my bed. Tomorrow. Tomorrow I'll be gone. I go to bed.

I wake up. I get ready for school. Saki isn't down there, she already left. I grab a piece up paper and wrote a note to her.

"Goodbye.
-Tsukasa :)"

I head out the door. I see other kids walking to school. I don't know them. I walk past them.

When I get to school, I head up to the rooftop. I stay up there the whole day. No one came up, even Rui. Surprising. I should say my final goodbyes.

I grab my phone and text everyone.
"Goodbye, Emu. Goodbye, Nene. Goodbye Rui."
"Goodbye Toya."
"Goodbye."

There. I sent it to everyone. I walk closer to the edge.

Finally. I'll be gone for good. Goodbye. <3

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