Verboden Liefde ✓ (Eclipse series #3)

Chapter 38

Letticia PoV

My fingers traced his silver necklace, there's a knot ring attached to it. He's always wearing this pero tinatago n'ya sa loob ng damit n'ya, napansin ko 'to simula nung nasa Spain pa kami, nung naupo ako sa kandungan n'ya, I noticed it. Maybe this is important for him since hindi naman 'to mukang sobrang mahal unlike sa mga jewelries na nakikita kong minsan ay suot n'ya o binibigay n'ya kay Blare, itong suot n'ya ay simple lang pero mukang ang value sa kan'ya ay malaki.

"Why don't we try the way you fvck other women?" I gently whispered na ikinatigil n'ya.

He's more gentle. I know he wasn't like that, someone like him won't be like that. We just woke up but I'm so lazy to get off to bed so he also stayed. Nakaunan ako sa braso n'ya at nakaharap sa kan'ya. As usual, tahimik lang s'ya at may binabasa sa phone n'ya. We're both naked under this comforter, I wear nothing and he's just have his boxers on and none other than that.

"Hindi mo kakayanin" he said.

"Kung kaya ng iba bakit naman hindi ko kakayanin? Come let's just try next time" tila naexcite pang sabi ko.

He may think I am sexually deprived but I really am not. Ofcourse not. I just want to spend more time with him and this is the only thing I know that will benefit both of us and he won't decline unless he's really busy.

I'm afraid, I know that SHE already payed her mens to look for me. I can feel that this freedom I have will be taken away from me in no time. It's coming near, the time... I don't have much. I want to enjoy now and explore because I know that this will be my last year of freedom. 

"Anyway, what are we? Fvck buddies?" I raised my eyebrow at him, he never cleared it. Baka mamaya umaasa lang ako sa wala.

He chuckled and shrugged his shoulder, causing me to move from her biceps to the pillow and look at him again. "I've no time to play around"

"But you have time to fvck" I said that made him chuckle.

"It's healthy, exercise narin and to burn calories from our body"

"Healthy mo muka mo" sabi ko bago mapailing.

Umayos ako ng higa at pinanood s'yang umlis sa kama. He picked our clothes and put it in bed. Nanatili ang tingin ko sa kan'ya hanggang sa pumasok s'ya sa cr dito sa kwarto, even his bad seems so sexy. He's so hot, by just staring at his body makes my private part wet. He's so dreamy, so daddy. Hahahahaha.

Actually, sobra ang gulat ko nung nalaman kong may anak na s'ya pero hindi pa raw n'ya alam kung sino ang ina kaya ako ang sinabihan n'yang mag alaga rito kapag wala s'ya. He assigned me not to be his nurse but to be his mom. The child likes me though and somehow, we clicked and makes me happy. Ganito pala feeling ng may anak, mas naguilty tuloy ako sa naging desisyon ko sa magiging anak sana namin ni Luan.

I was wrong, he was a great father. I witnessed it with my own eyes. He's caring and loving, seems so different from Luan I know.

I shrugged my shoulder before getting off to bed. My legs we're jelly and I can still feel the pain between my legs. We already did it in the passed few days but I just can't get used to it. Nasusurpresa parin ako sa haba at laki n'ya, making me in this state every time I woke up after we did it.

Agad akong umayos ng tayo nung marinig na bumukas ang pinto. Luan went out, fresh from the shower. He's drying his hair by the towel in his shoulder and there's another towel in his waist that only cover his private parts. I surveyed his body and bit my lips afterwards.

I heard him chuckled before going to the walk-in closet. Natawa nalang din ako sa sarili ko at pumasok sa cr para magbabad sa bathtub.

Luan was actually nice. When I woke up in the hospital, I found him in the sofa, working on his laptop. I can hear the spontaneously sounds of the keyboard while he's typing. He just stopped when he saw me awake. There's also a kid sleeping in the couch across him.