Words that can't be written

Prologue

I am busy building my own empire because my family told me so. I am the only child, and I think the pressure they give me is valid. I need to be perfect in everything, I need to have a high standard in life, I need to win all the competition, I need to be an academic achiever, and I must build my own name.

Others say I'm perfect.

While I am not.

My life is perfect.

When, in fact, I am broken inside.

Everything is perfect.

But actually, not.

I just need to be perfect to have a complete family I am striving. I need to hide my parents' flaws, their cheating issue, conflicts in life, addiction, and abusive side.

When will I have someone I can call real family? I'm tired of being perfect for them, but I think... Is it still valid because I am only a child? It is still valid for them...

Can I once break their rule? Can it be this time I act according to my will? I am just trying to look for real love. Is it worth it to risk everything I treasure? Will be this time is it true love?

Hoping for a better life may turn to despair.