I love you.

Chapter 3

At the party, there was underaged drinking, and my goody goody side came out. And plus, I'm still pretty depressed about the whole "Ashley" girl. I mean, he just met her, and now she's the one?! I'm just so in love with him I can't help it! If I wasn't, I could be happy for him, and not faking a smile; while underneath I'm dying. Will he abandoned me? And go off with Ashley and travel the world? Will I never meet her, WILL I meet her? I don't want to, but I have to give her a chance. Josh wants me to meet her this weekend. If only he loved me, I mean, I'm a tomboy and sometimes a girly girly, yeah. But still, I'm original, I'm popular, and I just can't deal... "Hey want to go upstairs?" Josh asked. Wait... Upstairs is where... No, no no no. "What for..?" I said awkwardly. "You'll see" he says winking. No way, why would he want to move from best friends to secret lovers?! Just minutes ago he was on his phone, what happened...? We walk around the huge party to get to the stair case. I pulled his arm and walked faster then he was, tugging him up the stairs. It was like I was holding his hand, but I was holding his arm, and he didn't resist. "What room are we going in?" I asked letting go on his arm. "Second bedroom, on the right" he said all excited. I open the door, and there's Ashley, smiling. She had blue eyes, blond hair, skinny, and a pretty good amount of makeup on. "Oh, I'm assuming this is Ashley?" I said heartbroken. She had a black short-ish dress on, black high heels, the makeup, and she just kept starring at me. "Yeah, my name is Ashley!" "Its just so good to meet you, Joshy has said so much about you!" She said hugging me. "You too!" I said kinda hugging back. Joshy? Joshy?! That's my nickname for him! He knows that, he knows that I do, I joke around with it sure, but it's my cute nickname! "Well I'm going to get punch, who wants?" He asked so happy. "I'll get my own" I was so furious that I bumped into him while exiting the door. I ran down stairs into the bathroom and proceeded to cry and cry, ruining the very little makeup I had on. *knock knock* it was Josh. Oh no, oh no. He's gonna think I'm weak, I'm jealous. I'm screwed. " Dest..? Are you okay, what happened.. You don't like her, I knew this would happen." He said upset. "I'm fine Josh! Go away, go to Ashley, you don't want to keep her waiting!" I said and a little cry let loose. DAMMIT. Now he knows, he knows everything! "I'll give you some space, if you want to go home, I'll drive-" "Go away" I said depressed. I could hear his footsteps get lighter as he walked away. I walked out of the bathroom with my mascara down my eyes and walked towards the front door. I looked back, and at this point It was "2:34am" I grabbed a beer and sat down. Since I was popular everyone asked if I was okay, literally everyone. "I'm fine" I kept saying. I finished the beer and I was really light headed. I wanted to go home. I walked out of the front door and there's Josh, behind me, stopping me. "Where you about to walk home at two in the morning alone?!" He asked madly. "Your not the boss of me" I said snapping his hand off my wrist. "What happened to you?!" He said concerned. "Nothing of your concern" I said walking out. "No Destiny! Stop! It's dangerous out there!" I ran and ran until I realized I was lost. I didn't want to suck up to Josh and I cant call my mom or dad. Great. I walked and walked until I seen a familiar landmark. "Hey beautiful" says a stranger from the back of me. "Leave me alone creep" I said running. I finally out ran the pervert. I was lost again, and I had to call Josh. "DESTINY, WHERE ARE YOU?!" He screamed. "I'm lost and light headed" I said until the pervert came out of nowhere. "HELP JOSH THERES A PERVERT" I screamed as my phone hit the floor. "DESTINY IM COMING, I TRACED THE NUMBER!" And that's the last I heard on my phone. I woke up in the hospital with bruises and cuts. What happened? Everything is a blur. As I open my eyes and the blur goes away, I see Josh there holding my hand. On the little desk there was a ton of cards and chocolate, candy, and balloons. "Here" he hands me a cute little teddy bear. "Thanks Joshy" I said smiling. His face lit up. "What happened to me?" I asked starting to examine myself. "You were almost killed, and the man didn't rape you or anything else" he said tearing up. "Who saved me?" I said looking in his teary green eyes. "Me" he said putting both hands on mine. "Really?!" I said blushing and my heart rate going faster on the machine. "Yeah, why is your heart beating so fast?" He asked looking at the machine beep faster. "Just overwhelmed" I lie. I loved him so much, how could he be so blind? "Oh, okay.." He said blushing slightly. "Thank you.. " " Come here," I said putting my arms out. I had some needles in my arms, so he came and hugged me tightly, not tight enough to hurt me, but tight enough for me to feel loved. "I would die for you Destiny," he said still hugging me. He kissed me on the cheek. *BEEP BEEP BEEP* the machine went. "I'm just so happy I have you," I said nervously. He laughed and pushed my hair back, as if he was going to kiss me. I laid there until the nurse came in to give me my food. Apple, mashed potatoes, and a sandwich. "Open wide" I said giving Josh a piece of sandwich. "Yum..." He said sarcastically. I took a bite and smiled. He was the one, but.. He already found his.