I love you.

Chapter 4

I knew that he would think it was weird, but to me, it wasn't. Even though he was like a brother to me, I loved him so deeply. He has always been there, and he's the only boy allowed to sleepover and same goes for his house and me. It's just so hard to just let go of him and give him up to a girl I barely knew.

I don't want to know her, I don't know what she thinks of me, feels about what happened the night of the party, which from what I heard was last night. "I love you Joshy" I said kissing him on the cheek. "You've been there since the beginning, and I can't believe you left Ashley at the party for me" I said looking him in those hazel eyes. "I love you too Destybear", "And, of course I came to save your life. If you're gonna die, it's gonna be by my side." He said hugging me and twirling my hand with his finger. He didn't bring up Ashley, why? "What about Ashley?" I asked softly. "We broke up.." There was a pause for what seemed a while.

"I told her I wanted a break, she was jealous of our bond and she thought that you hated her guts." He said sighing. "Well, it's a break, it will end soon" I said smiling for him. He was doing it for me, and I appreciate it, yeah, but it's a break. There's a difference. "Yeah, I guess you're right" he said looking directly into my eyes softly. "Of course I'm right" I said poking his nose. We starting giggling that turned into hard laughter. "Maybe she isn't the one" he said breathing out. He was looking at the floor when he said it, and looked up when I was about to speak. "Maybe" I said smirking in a way that looks as if it's not a big deal. "When you get out of this hospital, we are going on a road trip" he said. "This is why I need you in my life.. Forever" I say picking up his chin, making him look into my eyes.

"I have to pee" I said laughing. "Great way to kill the moment" he said laughing. We had a moment? Oh my, what's going on.. Is he falling for me back? Have I made him see how much I love him. "I'll help you" he said picking me up, un plugging the needles and heart monitor. He carried me to the bathroom, let me down slightly, and looked like he was about to kiss me. "Wait for me?" I asked. "Of course" he said waiting outside the door. I washed my hands, and fixed my hair. "Wow, even in a hospital gown, still rocking your looks" he said picking me up and carrying me back to my room. "Thanks, your not bad yourself" I said. I felt embarrassed saying it, like piece by piece I was saying how I felt, and he was playing along.

He put me back into my hospital bed, putting my IVs and heart monitor back in. "Thank you, for everything. I'm truly grateful for you" I said tearing up. "Don't waste your beautiful face by crying, I know you get red, puffy, and your nose gets all stuffy". He said holding my hands. "You know me to well" I say crying while laughing. I wipe my tears away and get strong. "Visitor hours are done sir, come back tomorrow if you like" the nurse said. "Bye Joshy" I said kissing his cheek. "Are you kidding,? I'm not leaving!" He smirks. He gets his backpack, with pillows and blankets. He put my teddy bear on the bed, and it was a huge, and I mean huge. He cuddled into the bed. He put his arms over mine, and we just slept. I woke up facing his face, and we were really close to each other. I put my arms around his stomach, hugging him, which made my head go on top of his chin. It felt right, like it was meant to be this way. "Morning sunshine" he said smirking. "Morning handsome" I said blushing.