I love you.

Chapter 22

I woke up horrible,  not energized at all. I wanted to just sleep it off, but that didn't seem to work at all. Later, through out the day, I felt better. Joshua was there, and he hugged me so I didn't feel sad or sick anymore. He took me out to the shore, and we stood there until the sun set. We held hands and laughed the whole time. He held me, and loved me. I kissed him and we sat down on the bench. We cuddled until it started to get dark. 

All of a sudden, he held me on his arms and started kissing me. "I'm so deeply in love with you Destinybear." He whispered in my ear. "I love you even more." I said kissing his cheek and kissing his lips. When we got up, he took me out to eat. He held my hand the whole entire time, until we actually had to go to the restaurant to eat. He told me to order whatever I wanted, so I just ordered a chicken and shrimp curry spice pasta with some cheesy sauce. I didn't realize how many years its been. 16, to 20. I have became completely in love with him. 

I couldn't imagine my life without him in it. After we ate, there was slow, sad music playing. He kissed my hand, and took me off my feet. He made me feel like I could fly. He dipped me, and as I came up, he kissed me. We both laughed, and smiled. He wanted me to be the happiest girl alive. He made me special, and he's the only person I ever cried over. He knows me like no one else, and I never cry over anyone ever, unless its serious.

My life was so different. As we danced, I wondered how different my life would be without him. It wasn't a depressing thought. Maybe I would be happier, sadder, or even dead. Without him, I could be so much different. I was so happy, with him. I didn't need another version of what my life would of been. I never realized how much I talked about him, or even thought about him. He was literally becoming my life. I didn't know how to stop it, it just was happening. Does he feel the same way? 

The song ended, and we kissed again. Such a soft, romantic, kiss. He knew exactly how to make me happy.  I sat down, and he asked me if I wanted a dessert, "No, you've made me happy enough, and so grateful for what you've already done." I said. "Excuse me waiter," He said winking and giggling. "Yes sir, may I get your check?" the waiter asked. "Not yet, let me get a fudge brownie with vanilla ice-cream, and drizzled with toffee and caramel?" He asked the waiter. "Of course sir, it'll be right out." He said writing down the order.

"I said I didn't want one," I said smiling. "I know, but you never said you didn't want to split it with me." He said smiling me at me. "I am so deeply in love with you." I said. "I love you so much more." He said. "I love you most-est" I said. We both giggled and smiled at the end.  The waiter came out with the dessert, and we got two spoons. We fed each other each piece of dessert. Joshua paid the bill, and he opened the car door for me. We didn't go home yet, he took me to the pet store. "We already have Peter.." I said looking at the puppies. "I know, I just thought we can have a dog for when we have kids." He said. "Maybe we'll just look for one, for the future.." I said putting my hands on the glass and adoring all the puppies.

"Whatever you say Destybear.." He said giggling. We walked in, and went straight for the puppies. "Aww! Look at that one babe! Omg.. look at them!" I said about twenty times to each puppy. "Which one do you want?" He said picking up a baby husky and german shepherd. He knew those were my favorite dogs. "I don't know, I don't want to leave one behind." I said holding both of them. "The huskies is a girl, and the german shepherd is a boy, they can be brother and sister.." He said kissing my cheek. "Both!?" I gasped and kissed him. "Anything you want." He said. "I love them both as well," He said looking at them. We bought tons of stuff. Dog treats, food, toys, two leashes (they came with poopy bags), bowls, and so much more. 

We bought them, and put them in the car. "What should we name them?" He asked. "Bella, and Bailey." I said. Bailey was the german shepherd, and Bella was the husky. "Those are great names, even more because they are brother and sister." He said. We got home, and put the puppies into their new home. We put them in the living room. They ran around, and got used to the new home.  We played with them, and tried to train them. I walked them before we went to bed. I went back up stairs, and got changed into my pajamas. I put their beds and cages in the living room. I would've put it in the spare room, but if they bark, we wouldn't hear it. I went upstairs and walked into the bathroom. I freshened up and watched some television with Joshua next to me. I fell asleep.