I love you.

Chapter 25

I woke up, with my eyes all blurry, what happened? I turned around, and seen Joshua, crying and praying right beside me. "Destybear?" He asked. "Yeah, babe?" I asked. His eyebrows went up, and his eyes got bigger. "Babe?" He tilted his head. I was so confused.. what just happened? "You were in a coma for about ten months, I got so worried." He said. Wait.. Was that all a dream? Joshua and I were never together? "We never dated?" I asked. "No, Im engaged to Ashley.. Destiny, are you okay?" He said. I seen the ring. I cried my eyes out, this is all a lie? 

I still love him, and he loves another girl. I cried, and cried. I couldn't believe this, it was all fake? None of the pain, and love was real? "Destiny, what happened?" He asked holding my hand. "I had this dream, and it turns out it was all a lie." I cried. "What was the dream..?" He asked. "You and I had this amazing life together, and Joshua.. I love you so much. We had our ups and downs, but you left Ashley for me, and you loved me so much too, but It was all a lie, and we'll never be together. I hope you have a great wedding with Ashley." I said.

"Oh- Destiny.. I'm so, so so so sorry." He looked down at his feet. "Its not your fault." I began to cry more and more, I can't believe my life was a lie, everything was a lie. "When is your wedding?" I asked. "October 13th, You're the maid of honor." He said. "On my birthday?! Really Joshua?! I can't believe you right now." I said with my eyes filled. "Oh, damn.. Destiny I didn't think of it like that.. Im so sorry." He said. I was disgusted with him. I never wanted to talk to him again. "Get out. I don't want to talk to you." I said. "Destiny- you just got out of a coma, I want to be there for you." He said holding my hands. "I don't really care, actually.. if you want to be there for me. Leave, and never come back.. Leave my life, forever. Don't talk to me ever again." I said. I snatched my hands off of his. He teared up. "Im sor-" He tried to say. "I don't care anymore, you are the worst friend I could ask for." I said. "Ive been coming here for ten months straight, I have been here for you the whole time, I am so sorry Destiny, please forgive me." He cried. I looked down, with tears falling off my cheeks. "Just go." I said. He didn't leave, so I didn't talk to him for the rest of the day. 

I kept looking down, and crying. The whole entire day, I cried. That was my fantasy, and it eat me alive. All that happiness, is gone. I looked at my finger, and realized the promise ring wasn't there. I stopped crying, and I became depressed. I looked at my phone, and none of the pictures I remembered taking weren't there, they were all fake. My social medias didn't have Joshua in their bios, and he certainly didn't have me, he had Ashley, with a heart and ring. I felt so broken, I just wanted to be alone, and thats rare for me, I usually love time with people I love, but this "love" turned to hatred. I was over Joshua and his crap, on my birthday? Im sure he knew that I loved him, and the fact that I even told him, he never said he loved me back, or that he even cared.

The night came, and I seen Ashley come in. "Hey Destiny, feel better hun" She said smiling. I didn't say anything back to her, I was just to depressed to even realize. I wouldn't of said anything back anyway, she basically ruined my life. I hated her, and now I hated Joshua. They were meant for each other, because they are both awful people. I went to the kids section, there was a pair of scissors. I managed to sneak it threw my hospital gown. I went to the bathroom. I hated my life. I slit my throat. Everything was black, it was the end.

Joshua P.O.V

I left that night with Ashley, and we watched television. I felt awful for Destiny, she had this imaginary life while she was in a coma, and she told me she loved me. I didn't even say anything back. I hated myself, I mean how could I put it on her birthday? I am a awful human being. 

Later that night, maybe after twenty minutes we left the hospital, I got a call. Destiny killed herself. I cried. She was my best friend, I did this.. I basically murdered her. I hurt her to the point of death. She did it with scissors, and decided to slit her throat. I was so terrified, we just got her back, and now she was gone forever? No coma, no chance of her actually coming back. I couldn't live with that, I can't wake up without visiting her, there was no visits, or any chance to make it up to her. I left this off to such a bad note. I told Ashley, and she didn't seem to care. I threw my ring on the floor, we didn't even move in together yet. I was at her house. "We're threw, don't you ever talk to me again.. Destiny was my only best friend, and I was so blind to date you instead of her, and now she's gone. I can't ever get her back." I said. 

I woke up in the hospital, with Destiny holding my hands. "OH MY GOSH.. YOU WOKE UP!" she said. She called in the nurse. "You were in a coma for months now," Destiny said. I opened my eyes fully, and was so confused, what happened?