His Best Friend's Sister A Sirius Black X Reader.

Chapter 43: Im Here To Worry

Y/n pov

I woke up to the smell of hot chocolate and the sound of sirius humming. I opened my eyes slowly and saw sirius putting on a sweatshirt. He turned around and saw me awake.

"Morning love," he said, walking over. He sat down next to me and kissed my forehead. He rubbed my arm a little. "I made you some hot chocolate when you wake up enough to drink it," he said softly.

"Thank you," I whispered. He moved the hair out of my face and pressed another kiss to my head. "Why are you up so early?" I whispered.

"Nightmare. It's fine, though. " I sat up a bit. "No love, it's fine, love. Don't worry. "

"Don't worry?! Darling, I am here to worry." I said, sitting up and cupping his cheeks. He avoided my eyes. "Darling. How long"

"They started again when you left." He whispered. "That's why your mum gave me your perfume. Said it should help, and I mean it did for a while." He looked back at me.

"Why didn't you letter me about it?"

"I didn't want to worry you,"

"Darling, I thought we were long past this,"

He shrugged a little. I pulled him into a hug, and he pushed me down a little so he could lay on my chest. I rubbed his back.

"I'll tell you next time," he whispered

"Good," I said. I kissed the top of his head. He rested his chin on my chest.

"Wanna make breakfast with me?" He asked. I smiled at him

"Duh."

He quickly got up. I sat up and looked at him.

"Come on, let's go," he said. I laughed a little and got up. I grabbed the hot chocolate and took a sip.

"This is really good," I said

"Thanks now, come on,"

I grabbed my cup and followed him down the hall. He grabbed out some stuff.

"Pancakes?" He asked

"Ok."

He smiled and kissed my cheek. I started mixing things into a bowl while he brought over things for me. Once he grabbed everything, he came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist, and he kissed my neck. He rocked us side to side for a little before I finished mixing it. I looked over at him and saw he was looking at me. He moved the bowl a little and spun me around. I laughed a little as my hands landed on his chest. He pressed a kiss to my forehead before picking me up and putting me on the counter. He kept his hands on my waist as I cupped his jaw. I pressed a kiss to his lips. He kissed back and moved to stand in between my knees. We pulled away for air before looking at each other. He moved his hands to hold mine. He squeezed them before letting go to grab the bowl and start cooking the pancakes.

Once he cooked them he put them on plates and we went into the dining room. I sat down next to him. He kissed my cheek before we ate. I cleaned up our dishes. He came back downstairs and grabbed water from the fridge. He leaned on the counter next to me as I dried my hands off. I turned to face him, and he looked at me before pressing a kiss to my lips.

"What should we do today?"  he asked. I shrugged. "What about cuddle all day?"

"Yes," I said with a smile. He laughed a little before grabbing my waist and throwing me over his shoulder. I yelped and grabbed onto his shirt. He held onto my legs and carried me down the hall. Once we made it to the room, he dropped me on the bed. He took off his sweatshirts and crawled in next to me. He wrapped an arm around my stomach and rested his head on my chest. I kissed the top of his head and rubbed his back a little.

"I missed this the most, I think," he whispered

"Me too,"

He looked up at me before moving up and kissing my cheek. I turned to face him. He pressed another kiss to my lips. Once he pulled away, he sat up a little on his forearm.

"Come closer to me," he whinned. I laughed a little and moved closer. He sighed and wrapped an arm around my waist and pulled me into his arms. My back was against his chest like last night. He nuzzeled into my shoulder and pressed kisses on my shoulder. I leaned into his touch. I grabbed his hand that was on my stomach and rubbed my thumb over his hand.

"I love you," I whispered

"I love you too," he said softly.

He rubbed my stomach a little before just holding me close to him. We laid there for a long time. It was definitely needed.

I turned and nuzzeled into his chest. I felt him look down at me before he kissed the top of my head.

"We have to go to your mums later," he whispered

"That's for dinner," I whispered back.

"I know, just letting you know."

"Alright."

I looked up at him.

"When did the nightmare wake you up?" I asked quietly

"Probably around midnight."

"You should sleep then, Darling. I'll be right here. I promise."

"Ok," he said with a small smile. He rested his head fully on the pillow before falling asleep slowly. I listened as his breathing slowed and his arms loosened around me. I rested my head on his chest before falling back asleep myself.

I woke up to sirius's breathing growing heavy. I quickly turned to look at him and saw his face scrunched up a little. I cupped his cheek and rubbed my thumb over it.

"Darling, I'm here. You're ok, " I said softly. "Everything's ok. Your safe afe" I said against his forehead. His breathing started to steady out a little, and he relaxed more. I pressed a kiss to his forehead. I felt his arms tighten a little around me, bringing me closer to him. I ran a hand through his hair before just watching him for a little

"I can feel you staring," he grumbled with his eyes still closed. I laughed a little and pressed another kiss to his forehead. "I didn't mean to wake you with my nigh-"

"It's fine, darling. I've done the same thing to you before, " I said. He looked up at me, finally opening his eyes. I cupped his cheek, and he leaned into my touch.

"I love you," he said.

"I love you too," I said back.