The One Who Controls | Tom Kaulitz

Enjoy it Babe

The smell of bacon woke me this morning. Surprisingly, someone was actually cooking something. That kind of got me excited. Tom wasn't laying next to me so maybe he was down eating breakfast.

I went to the closet and picked out a cropped white long sleeve and some distressed jeans shorts. Too hot out for long sleeves but no one needed to see my mess of a wrist. Looking at it made me sick, all the stupid scars.

"Look who's alive!" Taylor cheered as I walked into the kitchen. Jasmine and Marie were sitting at the island waiting for Taylor's food to be done.

"Where is everybody?" I asked as I sat down and poured myself a glass of orange juice.

"Gone, there doing business shit". Marie said as she rolled her eyes and grabbed a bottle out of her purse.

"Ready to have some fun Veronica?" She asked, smiling at me.

"Hell yeah." I scream as I was handed the bottle and started downing the cheap vodka. All the girls chugged the rest of the bottle down in minutes.

Soon music was blasting through the kitchen and we were dancing around the island, laughing and having fun.

"V you are so lucky to have Tom, I'm stuck with Bill." Taylor laughs and falls over as she speaks.

"Bitch, I'm not lucky, he beats me."

"He's so sexy though, out of all of them." Jasmine and Marie nodded in agreement.

"He may be sexy and can't believe I'm admitting that but how can we put up with this shit?"

"You should know that answer to that girl." She had point. He kidnapped me from my own house and can kill me if he wants.

"Girls, where are you?" Toms voice yells from the front door. Taylor yells back kitchen in her drunken giggle voice. Marie was sprawled on the floor and Jasmine was passed out in the corner. Taylor and me sat on the counter drinking out of a random alcohol bottle we found.

"There gonna be so pissed." I said and giggled as I took another sip.

"Shh they are coming." Taylor said as she burst out laughing and fell back onto the floor.

"What the fuck." George said slowly as he walks over to Jasmine, trying to wake her up. Justin shook his head going over to Marie as Bill and Tom stare back at me and Taylor.

"We were only gone for a couple hours and now your all drunk!" Tom yells at us suddenly as Bill comes and picks Taylor up from the floor. His yelling made me nervous, knowing who he would take that anger out on.

"I think someone needs to be taught a lesson." Bill tells her as he hauls her up the stairs, stumbling the whole way. What the actual fuck.

I hopped off the counter, trying to leave when Tom pulled my arm back and smacked me across the face.

"You didn't have permission to drink whore, you need to be punished."

"No, you don't get to control me! Go fuck your self Tom." He scoffed, as he glared at me.

"Let's go." He grabbed my legs and slung me over his shoulder. Gave me deja vu from the first night we met, he took me just like this.

"Tom what are you doing!" I yelled at him as he pushed through his door and threw me on the bed, locking the door behind him.

I knew what this looked like and I did not want it. I've never even done it before. I'm 20 years old and still a virgin. I've had boyfriends but just never got close. I've done everything but sex. Fucking embarrassing.

"You need to know that you can't just mouth off with no punishment." He crawled on top of me, pushing me down. His weight lay on me, and his breath hot against my face.  Tom pulled back, taking his shirt off. He started kissing at my neck, his other hand trailing my waistband.