The One Who Controls | Tom Kaulitz

New Girls

It was 6:30 a.m. I was running off no sleep and pure shock from everything that happened last night. Everyone still slept when I came in, thankfully. No one needed to know I stole Toms car this morning.

My clothes had some of Jasmines blood on them, it hurt to see that. The stains I could remove but not her memory. Only Tom and I knew. Soon Marie and Taylor would find out, this was horrible.

Tom breathed deep in his sleep when I quietly walked into his room. Sleep was not an option right now, my mind was racing all over. I needed to smoke.

The sun still rose as I light the cig. Cold morning wind runs through my hair as I cross my arms and take another drag, trying hard for a buzz.

It had been about an hour, going through half a pack. Wonderful, my lungs are as fucked as my life. I heard a little noise from the kitchen, hoping it was Taylor. I needed to talk to her.

I came into the kitchen and she sat at the counter eating cereal, looking up as I walked in. She had a bruising around her eye and a little cut on her cheek. Fucking Bill.

"How are you?" I asked sitting next to her. She started to cry a little as I hugged her, rubbing my hands up her back trying to comfort her.

"I can't believe they were acting like that, I thought they were different."

"I know me too." I pause and suck in a breath, pulling from her. She gives me question look.

"Listen Taylor, I need to tell you something. I don't want to kick you when your down but your going to find out. Um Tom- Tom fuck! Sorry this is hard." I say a tear escapes my eyes.

"Jasmines dead, I'm so sorry Taylor."

"What? No, no, she was here last night. What do you mean? No! Your lying!"

"Calm down Taylor, I'm sorry Okay? Please calm down."

"Was it Tom? Im gonna fucking Kill him!" She screams getting up from the chair, knocking it back. She stormed out of the room and stomped up the stairs. I ran up after her but it was too late.

"Get the fuck up you piece of shit!" She yells hitting and slapping a sleeping Tom. He groans and gets up quick pushing her away.

"You fucking killed her, I fucking hate you! Stupid piece of shit!" She's yelling as she goes to hit him and punches his face, causing his lip to bleed. He dove after her hitting her and throwing her into the wall, ripping on her hair.

"Tom stop!" I try to pull him away from her but he pushes me back. Bill comes in the door and yanks his arm.

"What is with the yelling."

"Your stupid bitch attacked me."

"He killed Jasmine." Taylor said crying on the floor, holding her face. Bill almost looked caring but switched and scoffed walking out of the room. Taylor got up crying after him, I could hear them faintly arguing.

Tom looks at me with a dead face, coming up to me. He slaps me fast.

"Should have kept her in line," he growls in my ear before walking off. Fucking hell. That stupid asshole.

The boys had been in their office all day, talking and whatever as we sat around sulking. Marie didn't take as hard as Taylor but I knew she was hurting. Taylor every so often would just cry, and Marie was just silent. We sat in the living room, letting the tv fill the silence. I didn't know what to say or if I even should say anything. Jasmine meant a lot more to them then me, I barely knew her but of course I still cared about her.

It was the afternoon by now and they finally came out of their office, leaving again. Who the fuck even knows what their doing now.

"Taylor?"