The One Who Controls | Tom Kaulitz

I Have To Tell You Something

I hadn't went back to sleep after that bitch dragged me out at 6 in the morning. Fucking Tom didn't even try and defend me, it was his idea for me to be in there, then he just lets her cling onto him, I mean fuck. So stupid.

Everyone was still sleeping and I'm sure Tom was fucking that girl right about now. I grab my pack and head to the back for a smoke.

"Can I get one?"

"Fuck you scared me." I tell a little blonde girl, she was George's. She actually looked nice so I lit her one as she stood in silence.

"I'm Rachel." She says holding her hand out, I shook it but maintained my attitude. No befriending the enemy, Marie's words.

"Veronica." I say, flicking my cig and sighing.

"Is George up?"

"Yeah. Why?"

"No reason." I wanted to talk to him, Tom wasn't going to tell me shit and Bill is being a dick. I leave her out there and walk up the stairs to knock on his door. He didn't answer but I walked in anyway.

"What?" He says bluntly as I walk closer. Be nice V.

"Can I ask you something?" He raises an eyebrow and I pause. "Why are you ignoring Marie?" He knew I was going to ask a question like that.

"Needed someone new."

"Bullshit, you love her." He stands up and tightens his fist.

"I don't love any bitch."

"God you sound like Tom but I didn't come here to argue. Just hoping you'd have answer to why this is happening still."

"Stop asking questions and get out." He says pushing me out of his door, slamming it in my face. That went perfect. Fucking hell.

Taylor and Marie were getting ready as I walked in and sat on the bed. Marie looked up at me from the mirror.

"I can't stand this anymore."

"What if we left?" I whip my head at her. She couldn't be real but I thought just for a second, what could it hurt?

"Where would we go?"

"Anywhere but here, no use anymore. We've been replaced, what's the point. They could give two less fucks about us anymore."

"She's right, screw this. What do we have to lose. I'm not staying around just to get beat and ignored."

"Then we do it, tonight. Pack our shit and go. Just for our troubles, we're taking a car." Marie says laughing.

We sit and plan out our escape as the night went on. I was so ready to leave this hell and get some kind of life away from this shit. Maybe I'd get an a job, an apartment. I felt hope for the first time in a long time. Tom did this himself, all his fault that I want to go and never come back.

...

"Shhh." Marie says to Taylor as she bumps into the wall. It was late and the whole house was quiet. This was our chance to get the hell out of here.

We had all our bangs around our shoulder as we slowly make our way to the garage. Shit the keys.

"I'll go get them, just wait here." I say heading up to his room. The door creaked slightly and I wanted to die right there. He lay with his arms around that stupid girl, she was all cuddled up to him. Made me sick. I grab the keys from his jeans and meet them back down there.

"Just put it all in the backseat, we gotta go." I pack all the shit in and start the car, speeding out of there knowing as soon as they heard the engine, someone would be up.