The One Who Controls | Tom Kaulitz

I Can't Anymore

"V! Get back here!." He yelled at me as I rounded the corner, my shoes had disappeared, my feet stab into the rocks below. I didn't no where I was going, just away from him, far away from him. I can't believe I thought I wanted to stay, actually enjoying life with him, fuck that, fuck this and fuck him. He's fucking dead to me.

His engine roared and now he chased me with his car, I ran into an alleyway, hopping a fence, landing wrong on my ankle.

"Fuck! Fuck me! God." I was panting from running and I held my ankle and saw headlights, I quickly got up again and just ran.

There was a tree line. His car neared as I went in and dropped to the dirty ground, holding my breath.

"Veronica! Get the fuck out here! Don't make me come find you." He yelled slamming his car door. I crawled behind a tree and waited till he was far enough away, fast again I ran through the woods and stopped after a bit, sitting on a log catching my breath. This was no use, he will somehow find me.

Bills POV

"Why aren't they back yet, no way Tom didn't lose them." I say looking out the window worried. Taylor came over and placed her head on my shoulder.

"Bill it's okay, he'll be back soon. He's smart." It made me feel slightly better but not enough. Just as I was looking at the driveway my phone rang.

Phone call..
"Tom where the fuck are you?"

"Bill I need your help, V ran into these woods and I can't find her. Get here now!"

"Text me the location." I say hanging up the phone.

"Taylor let's go, we have to find V." I say as she gets a sad look on her face, she had cared a lot for her more then anyone. Maybe even more then me.

She tossed me the keys, quickly we shut the doors at took off for the spot Tom called from not long ago.

"You think she's okay? I mean she hasn't said anything lately, she seemed happy. Like she wanted to stay." Taylor says as a year slips down her cheek.

"We'll find her and you just better hope Tom doesn't kill her first." I say as we pull up to the spot. Toms car parked at the tree line, headlights shining in.

We get out and head into the woods. I hand Taylor a flashlight and we pan out.

"V! It's Taylor, come out!"

"Veronica!"

We yell and search the woods, hoping to find her. She must have ran for a good reason. Tom definitely fucked something up again, usually how it goes in the end for him. I wondered if she knew about his mental state.

"Tom!"

"Over here!" He yells as I run that direction. Trying to avoid tripping on sticks.

"Did you do something to make her run? You must have." He looks at me and stiffens his jaw.

"Nothing, it was an argument. Just drop it." He says walking away from me. I left it at that, not worth the confrontation.

...

It had been hours and there was no sign of her, we were all tired but Tom wouldn't let up, he was so hostile.

"Tom it's late, let's go get some sleep, we can look again in the morning."

"No we need to find her, I'm not leaving her out here in the fucking woods!"

"Tom! It's dark out and it's been hours. Take a fucking break!"

He chucks his flashlight at the tree and walks to his car, huffing. He starts the engine and speeds off.

Veronica's POV
The sunlight hit through the trees as I woke up on the cold ground. I did the nastiest thing ever, slept in the woods, in the fucking dirt. It may have been summer but it was cold.