Sacrifice In Love (Jikook)

Marriage Vow

Where are you going? Kim Jimin .Jungkook said in a loud voice

Jimin looked at him and wondered, "Why is he stopping me now? 

I am leaving the place. jimin replied

Don't leave in between; how can you leave the marriage ceremony in half of your childhood friend's  well, ignore your friend, how can you leave the marriage ceremony in half of your own brother's  attend the full marriage ceremony? Don't miss the vow ritual. Me and Tae will be going to exchange vows soon on stage. Be there. Don't mis huh and have food in marriage; you should have to dance in happiness and enjoy Jugkook said this and left the room 

Jimin's pov 
When I was about to leave the venue, he stopped me from leaving just to witness him marrying with someone else. I don't want to witness it; I can't, but do I have a choice? I don't have any. I'm amazed at myself for doing all of this so well. I'm fighting with myself. Who am I? Am I a doctor or an actor or an impersonator? How cleverly I acted so well to make him hate me; now he hates me. How will I live with this hatred? I can't stand it; I am feeling numb. My heart is breaking into pieces; I can't cry here. I want to cry so bad, but I can't. Why am I feeling like dying after I destroyed everything and broke Jungkook's heart?This feeling is killing me? This is my only wish to see him happy always. I will love him until the end of my life. I am feeling like I am suffocating. I want to go away from here.

Jimin, still, you have time; don't do this to yourself; don't leave. Jungkook. Eanwoo said to Jimin

But you want it, don't you? Jimin asked  Eanwoo

Yes, I was selfish, but after watching the love between you two, my heart broke. I don't have the courage to say that I loved you the most. I may have loved you wholeheartedly, but I can't compare with Jungkook. He loves you the way no one else can. Don't let him go, Jimin. You have the opportunity to change your decision. Eaunwoo said 

No, Eaunwoo, I can't. My brother will not be able to handle the pain. I can't tell you there are so many reasons behind. I know how it hurt, and I will never want Taehyung to be in the same pain as me. jimin said

How are you going to spend your whole life alone without Jungkook?

I am not alone. I have memories. I will keep his love in my heart for the rest of my life, until I die.

Jimin' thoughts right now
How can I build the palace of my dreams on someone's grave? Mother told me, If I don't back down, then along with Taehyung, she will also kill herself. My taehyung can do it; he already tried to commit Suicide. One has to sacrifice, and the sacrifice is painful. I can't see my brother in this pain. He has been in love with Jungkook for many years. I can't see Jungkook in pain either, but I have one hope that taehyung will heal Jungkook's heart with his love. I know whatever I am doing is wrong with Jungkook, but I have no option. I can't be selfish,

jungkook's pov 
I lost myself today. I can't explain my pain in words. His each and every word is rounding in my mind .His each word is pricking my heart like thorn. My heart is bleeding. Oh, God, give me strength to tolerate his infidelity. how cruel he is, how he can break my heart like this,Because of all this, his own brother has to sacrifice himself in this unwanted marriage, and I am feeling sympathy for Taehyung. I am feeling sad for him. When I was busy thinking about all this, I saw Jimin going to the bathroom. My heart was burning with rage. I followed him to the washroom.

jimin, s pov
Tae is getting ready for the ceremony in the wedding suite. There is some time for the vow ritual. I am in the bathroom. I want some alone time. I can't stand there. Everything is hurting me. All of a sudden, the bathroom door flew open. I saw that it was Jungkook. He shut the door with a loud thud and locked it. Why is he here? I can see his angry, questioning eyes.