Sacrifice In Love (Jikook)

Blood Force

in Grandma's room

Grandma is still feeling weak. Mr. Kim brought her into her room to talk with his mother about the situation and possible solutions.
"Mom, what you say about how we will be going to solve this problem, we can't do injustice to our son, Jimin,
Mom, I have never raised my hand to Ari, but today she was all wrong. I am repenting by raising my hand to her; what should I do? I love Ari very much. She warned me that if I favour Jimin, she can give her life to fulfil Taehyung's happiness. What will I do without Ari and Taehyung? It's the blind love of a mother that can't see right and wrong.Ari will never let me take Jimin's side; what should I do, mother?And what about Jimin? What's his mistake? My kid is suffering, mom. Help me, mom, to come out of this situation. Suggest me something.
 
My child, what should I say to you? I myself am not understanding anything at this moment. Seeing all my kids in pain making me feel like I wish to die earlier before seeing all this.
 
Mom, please don't say things like that.
Mom suggest me something fair, Mr. Kim said.
 
"No, we can't be fair,
 
Mom, don't say that.
 
blood force my son, my inner selfish human forcing me to go with Taehyung,
 
My principles and morals are urging me to go with Jimin to do justice to Jimin.
 
Who is winning here? Who has the upper hand? We should have to listen to our morality, isn't it mom?
 
"Jimin is a strong kid; he can survive any situation, but my taehyung is not that strong emotionally. I don't want to say it, but my blood is forcing me to be selfish, and selfishness is winning the battle here, asking me to be with Taehyung, grandma said with tear-filled eyes.
Mom, this is a sin. Mr. Kim said, putting both palms on his face and squeezing them,
 
They don't know Jimin is standing outside of the room, listening to everything. He wasn't feeling like sleeping, which is why he wanted to be with his grandmother to cuddle, but when he was about to enter the room, he heard his father and grandmother discussing everything. He felt hurt for his father after seeing his helplessness. He never let anything happen to his mother or Taehyung. No i can't let anything happen to my family.
After talking with his mother, Mr. Kim came out of her room and saw his son, Jimin, standing in front of the door. Mr. Kim felt a pang in his heart, which means Jimin heard everything about how we are becoming selfish. He came close to Jimin and hugged him. Jimin is looking at his father and smiling like he heard nothing. He doesn't want to make his father feel guilty.
you here? Mr. Kim asked
"Oh, I was tired but wasn't feeling like sleeping, so I came here to cuddle with my grandmother, but you both were busy, so I just came right now Only Jimin replied.

"Oh, mom is trying to sleep; let her sleep; let's talk," Mr. Kim said.

Now both are on the terrace.

"Dad I am like a black shadow a darkness in everyone's life, and Jungkook has also joined this list. I am the reason for all people's pain around me . Jungkook was also in pain because of me. Tae, mom, you, grandma, how bad a human being I am, the reason for all this mess, jimin said 

"Don't you dare to say even a single word like this," Mr. Kim said.
You are like the moon giving light to other stars to shine in darkness; people all around you are stars and you are the moon my son ; you don't know your worth, my son; everything shines on whatever this moonlight falls on. Know your worth, Jimin. Mr. Kim said.

I still remember that night when I brought you home. It was a night when I was hopeless. Me and Ari were very sad that night because we were not able to have a child. After putting Ari to sleep, I went out for a walk. Just feel relaxed. There was a park. It was a beautiful, well-maintained park. I went there and sat on a bench, thinking about life. We were both crazy about kids, but God wasn't ready to gift us with children. All of a sudden, I heard a kid under a tree laughing all alone while throwing his cute little hands and feet. His age was around 7 months, but he was a healthy, beautiful kid. He was talking to himself in his cute lisp voice, looking into the sky, watching stars and the moon, while releasing a beautiful angelic baby lisp voices. I went near that child, and I saw a very beautiful child playing wrapped in velvet cloth. throwing his little hands and legs in the air. As soon as I saw that child, I wished that child could be mine. I lifted that baby into my arms and shouted, "Who left this baby here?" No reply. I shouted again, "Who left piece of their heart here and again but no reply?" I was busy shouting when I looked at my lap that beautiful angelic baby was laughing at me while sucking on my finger. Then I realised that the baby was hungry. By law, I should have taken the child to the police station, but my heart was filled with greed. I brought that baby home; his lovely twinkling eyes and toothless smile captivated me. Me and Ari were both lost in your love after one month.We got good news about Ari's pregnancy.
You are my hope in my life. But look how unlucky a father I am. I can't do anything in front of fate.

That night, both father and son cried in each other's embrace. One was crying over his helplessness, and the other over his fate. 
 
at the city hospital

Jimin is sitting in his cabin, thinking deeply about everything. He got a call from Mrs. Jeon.
 
on call
Jimin, Meet me in a few hours, Mrs. Jeon said . I am texting you address. come there 

Yes, Mrs. Jeon-Jimin replied.
 
Jimin was about to disconnect the call when he saw Jungkook entering in his cabin. Without realising it, Jimin just put the phone on the table without disconnecting.
 
Why are you not picking up my calls? And I was coming to meet you yesterday, even though you stopped me. Do you have so much work that you cannot give even a little time to your future husband? Jungkook said all this in one breath like a child.
 
Oh, I had one surgery to perform; it took 6 hours. Then I went home, and due to tiredness, I slept early. I'm sorry for not responding. Jimin lied beautifully.
 
Without saying anything, Jungkook walked towards Jimin, pulled him out of the chair, and held him in his arms. He hugged him tightly, putting his face in Jimin's neck to inhale the scent. He is loving this touch. Jugkook is feeling so calm. Jimin's touch always makes him relax and gives him peace.
Jimin is also hugging him back, feeling relaxed, and inhaling Jugkook's scent to give some peace to his tired mind and heart. With Jungkook's scent working like magic, he is putting his face in his jacket, inhaling, feeling protected.
Jimin buried his face into Jungkook's chest, inhaling his scent like a drug, just to keep himself calm from the situations he is facing now.
He is feeling like crying; he knows that in some days he is about to lose Jugkook, and that embarace, this thought, is making his heart bleed. His heart is crying in acute pain.
Give me this jacket; it's full of your scent. Jimin said. yes again He is becoming selfish, asking for his jacket to feel his smell and touch close to him, and he is going to leave Jungkook all alone in pain again. He is going to let him yearn in pain again. " He loves him for a while and decided by himself alone to leave him again. "

Without asking a word, Jungkook took off his jacket and gave it to Jimin. Jimin took it as the most precious thing in the world and wore it to feel Jungkook close.
 
Here, Jungkook is not aware of anything; he is in his world, a beautiful world where he is always in Jimin's arm, a beautiful family with kids, waking every morning with his love, and sleeping every night in his arm a beautiful, perfect world where there is only love. What a delusion!

"Let's have lunch together," Jugkook asked.
 
on call Mrs. Jeon listened to them, feeling anger inside her. In anger, she disconnected the call with gritted teeth. Now she dialled the number of Mrs. Kim.
 
on call
Hello, Ari, come, let's meet him. I called him and will be meeting with him in a few hours. Right now, he is with Jungkook. Let them meet, and how much will they meet? This is their last meeting.

end of call

"something bad is about to happen , why I am feeling uneasy and unsettle, jimin's thought
 
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