Sacrifice In Love (Jikook)

To Console

jimin's pov

I ran faster with full speed . I came back to club and saw tae was seating on stool at bar and drinking . He was looking completely drunk, not in his senses . I called hobi hyung and told him that, "jungkook is at nearest beach go to him."

"I am taking tae with me i ll drive , what about Namjoon and Jin hyung?" i asked .

"They both took leave from here it's been fifteen minutes they left." hobi hyung replied.

"ohh... hyung, i am taking tae to home please go and see jungkook." Hobi hyung looked at my face and smile i felt shy. Then he left for beach i supported tae and walked to parking area . I placed tae in back seat and fastened his seat belt started car left for home from there. When i was driving , tae was mumbling jungkook's name he was not in his senses. He was mumbling how much he loves jungkook. When I heard it , i felt guilty, guilty for my doing, allowing my self to kiss jungkook and allowing myself to let go with flow at that time when i saw him so close to me i wasn't able to resist him .

How i can do this to my own brother? how i can be so much selfish when my brother has planned his whole life and future with him . i can't , i shouldn't have done it . i can't hurt my own brother he only love jungkook from the start . he is beautiful anyone can fall for him once he will get married to jungkook he will also fall for him , after all tae is not lacking in anything he is complete in every expect and eligible to be part of Jeon,s family, here i am i have many flows.

I felt a twinge in my heart thinking about jungkook getting married with someone else, who is not me , i should not have to feel like this , yes I can't think like that I should have to be happy for my brother and for my childhood friend and about both families, i can not be the reason for other miseries of others.

yes jimin you should not have to be selfish.

end of jimin's pov

j hope went to jungkook on beach jungkook was seating on beach facing sea . j hope sat beside jungkook.

"what are you doing here alone?" he asked.

jungkook turned towards him and j hope smiled looking at jungkook, his lips has tint of blood .

"Look like someone ate your lips with so much passion." he taesed him.

jungkook felt shy by this comment he covered his ears with both hands he felt his ear and cheeks heated, j hope hugged him lovingly and asked, "So now am i allowed to dream about my future nephew and niece?" j hope asked .

When j hope was teasing jungkook, he felt one sob left from jungkook,s mouth very much audible, tears started falling down from his eyes to cheeks.

"He again left me hyung like always where i am here in same disarray. no progress." jungkook said .

j hope hugged jungkook lovingly,

"oh boy after looking at both of yours flushed face i thought he accepted his feelings for you, kid." j hope hugged jungkook both sat silently in peace for a while without talking,

"hobi hyung i don't know where i am lacking.i know he loves me the way jimin kissed me today and leaned in kiss it shows that he has feeling for me but why he is not ready to accept?" jungkook said .

"look jungkook i know you are in pain . because of continuous rejection and it's more hurtful when you know that person rejecting you . also has feeling for you ,because of knowing this it's holding you back in hopes chaining you with him not letting you move on . i know you my brother i can't do anything to reduce this pain i only can sit with you offer you my comfort and can cry with you" hobi said .

"thank you hyung for being here with me always. it's not like I want to cherish this pain full feelings, hyung i tried many time to forget about him , but all in vain inapposite i am falling for him more every day , i miss him every time hyung ." jungkook replied

"do you want me to drag him to you with his ear or i can kidnap him for you." j hope said wearing funny smile on his face trying to lighten up jungkook,s mood and the atmosphere.

"yee aahhhh, hyung don't talk nonsense." jungkook said while laughing on his brother, he knows his brother is trying cherish his mood to make him happy.

"ohk you say so i ll not going to drag him from ear and ll not going to kidnap him but i can do it don't underestimate your hyung." hobi patted on his shoulder while side hugging him .

"Now get up let's go home." j hope said . jungkook agreed to go home with j hope

taehyung's pov

next day morning , i woke late today . i have headache due to hangover. jimin came to my room holding tablet and glass of water .

"take this pill." he said. i took glass of water from his hand and gulped tablet .

"what I will do without you jimin when i will marry to jungkook i will visit you every day don't think i am going to release you from the responsibility towards me ." I hugged jimin from behind as he is wiggling to be free from my hug .

"don't you dare to think you will going to get free from me stop wiggling ,

even if you will get marry i will going to take care of you because you are always baby brother to me." jimin replied

"what i did in my past life that i got you as my brother you are to good to be real jimin i love you as much as i love jungkook . " ehmmm ohk not i love jungkook bit more can't lie to my self i thought in my mind .

to be continue

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