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sixty four: confessions

Jungwon
Can we talk here 
Ik it's not appropriate 
But I don't think I can face you 
Let alone look in your eyes without having my face turn into a tomato 

Sunoo
Fuck you Jungwon are you srsly flirting with me rn 

Jungwon
Hehehehehvskv

Sunoo
So you don't hate me?
We're not awkward?

Jungwon
N o???

Sunoo
I didn't make you uncomforatble right?
Was it too soon?

Jungwon
God sun shut uuup
I really liked it okay?

Sunoo
YOU DID??

Jungwon
I mean 
I never thought about it 
But when it happened it just fekt so right 

Sunoo
You thought so too?
I was so hesitent ohmygod but I'm happy it didn't go any other way than it should've 

Jungwon 
Any other way?

Sunoo
I mean I was excpecting the worse
You'd hate it
You'd push me away
You'd be disgusted with me
You'd want us broken up
Like 
Not friends anymore
You'd hate me for the rest of your life 

Jungwon 
Wow you really overthought huh 
YOU IDIOT

Sunoo
WHO YOU CALLING AN IDIDOT BICTH

Jungwon
Help Im dying

Sunoo
IDIOT
I meant idiot 

Jungwon
Anyways you shit 
I was saying 
Why would I ever in my right mind would hate you
Whatever you do sun we will never go wrong okay
We're best friends for a reason 

Sunoo
Awww I love you wonnie

Jungwon
Uhhh

Sunoo
No wait

Jungwon
Im 

Sunoo
Not like that 
NOT LIKE THAT
Gosh why does everything change after we've kissed

Jungwon
Ikr 
But that leaves me with one question
What are we, sun?

Sunoo
I think I like you won
Like really
Not because of what riki said
I mean it helped majorly in figuring out my feelins
But I realised they were always there yk
Everytime I looked at you
There was always something in me that would make me want something more
At first I thought it was just those urges of providing you affection
But Riki's words really got me thinking
And I decided I had to act on it 

Jungwon
I also have a confession to make 
Remember our fight two years ago??

Sunoo
The one where you ghosted the shit out of me for no reason

Jungwon
AND I APOLOGISED
Yes that one 
So the thing was
I used to have a crush on you 

Sunoo
YOU WHATTT

Jungwon
Yea
And I hated myself for it
How could I like my best friend?
We've known each other since forever
I couldn't risk it
So I decided to distance myself from you
Atleast enough to get a grip and not be wwkward around you 
Then I finally found a new crush 
I was so mad when I found out you liked him too

Sunoo
So that's why
But then
Do you still like me...?

Jungwon
I shoved those feelings deep down in me 
To hide them at all costs
But now that we 
We kissed
And are having this convo
I'm sure I can't hold back now

Sunoo
I want to hug you rn

Jungwon
Sun
Come over?

Sunoo
Ummmmm
But we just had a sleepover

Jungwon
We'll watch the new horror movie you wanted to watch

Sunoo
I'LL BE THERE IN 10

Jungwon
I knew it
You like the ghosts more than me

Sunoo
Stfu
Also
Tomorrow
Let's talk to Riki
Yeah?

Jungwon
Yep
We'll go the park or smth
I'm sure he won't disagree
Now hurry tf up

Sunoo
I am bitch be patient