Jalen P.O.V
I woke up with a bad headache and stretched under my covers. I yawned looking around and sighed noticing that this wasn't my room. What the fuck happened last night?I sat up seeing I was in a t-shirt and some basketball shorts. My hair was everywhere and I was alone. Where am I and what am I doing here? What even happened last night?
I heard the door open and I looked to see who was it noticing that it was Darnell. How the fuc- When the fu-
"How you feeling?" He asked me as I shrugged. "I know you wondering why you here. You called me crying at like 1 in the morning and begged me to come get you so I did and now you here. You fell asleep before we could talk so what happened last night? Why you call me?"
"I-I don't remember...," I told him actually lost about what happened. I don't remember shit.
"Jalen, don't start with th-,"
"No, I'm serious this time. I really don't remember anything from last night," I told him clearing my throat.
"Well except for the fact that you were pissy drunk and high. You getting turnt and shit now?" He asked me as I shook my head.
"No," I replied pulling my knees up to my chest.
"Then why were you cross-faded?" He asked me as I sighed.
"I-I don't know Darnell. I think...wait I went to a party and my friend made me drink. I didn't want to, but the only thing I remember is he made me drink a lot and then smoke. After I got high I don't remember a thing about yesterday or calling you. Did we win the game?" I asked him as he nodded his head.
"Yea. You put up 32. Repeat what you just said though. A nigga forced you to drink and do drugs at a party and you didn't leave?" He asked me as I shrugged.
"I was trying to be nice at first then he made me drink the cup and you know I'm a lightweight so it smacked me. I didn't mean to get drunk or do drugs I feel so bad now. L-Like I really fucked up and I'm sick and I ju-I have the worst luck ever. I hate my life," I told him as I put my head down covering it over my knees as I started to cry. "Everything bad always happens to me!"
"Jay, you only drank and shit. Although I'd prefer you didn't because it doesn't seem to make you feel good and I think you too young anyway, it's not the end of the world. It's not a good thing, but I started drinking and smoking way before you. This sickness that you feel is only gone last for a minute. I promise you gone feel bet-,"
"No not just that! This whole week has been shit! I went to this dumb ass party, I almost lost you as a friend cause I was being weird, my medicine got flushed down a toilet, my mom found out I was bisexual and then I lied about it, I ju-,"
"Jalen, did you just admit to being bisexual? You figured that part out now?" He asked me as I looked at him confused.
"I didn't say that," I told him as he nodded his head.
"Yea, you did. You said my mom found out I was bisexual and I lied about it. You just said you were bisexual Jalen. It's ok to be bi," he spoke as I sighed.
"Not according to her which is another problem. What if I fall in love with a man? Not you of course, but a different man down the line. I can't bring them home? Does this mean I have to come out to my family now? See this is why...I just hate living some-,"
"Don't say that shit around me. Come here," he spoke roughly sitting down next to me. I moved over near him and he looked at me with a frown and a tense body before reaching over and hesitantly rubbing my back. "I'm not good with emotions and crying and shit. Normally I would have just told you to shut up or something or say you acting like...I don't know, but I can see you actually be going through shit. I'm not a soft friendly nigga so this is weird for me and kinda uncomfortable, but I truly don't want to see you crying or hurting like this. Not because I can't handle it, but because I hate you feeling like this. You too much of a good and sweet person to be feeling like this,"
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Cuffin' Season
RomanceA Highschool basketball star has only known two things his whole life. Basketball and books. His life had been solely about those two things. It's been his endgame. One day after a game he meets a man that makes him rethink his endgame. His very own...