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OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG......

I am literally shook by what I dreamt right now .
I mean how is this even possible?
What on the fuckin earth just happened
I mean I dont have words ...

Goodness gracious is this your way to help me
No it isn't helping toward my goal but whatever
Im not sensible

Ok okay cutting to the chase, it's literally 6 In the morning
And the fucking dream I dreamt .?
GOSH..... IT WAS WILD... 🤯🤸🔥🔥😚
SO in my dream he was there, like yeah I dunno why like what even triggered that

It felt like I had come back to those times ,the times I always thought were smthn I shouldn't have had(nope,,)
Omg I have morning classes shit
Anyways... In my dream I was out in a place somehow and was looking for a place to park my "cycle" ?

And then I went on a trip with my dad somewhere , actually it was the place I always see in my dreams like a big highway and big red layered rocks
Gosh how did my mind even make this all up
And then I saw many allen students there and vans and suddenly it was night and I got into my supposed van as our vehicle got punctured. (With my dad 🤣)
And then what happened was just history repeating itself

I mean what ? Just why and how?

So we got in and guess who was there? HIM......

It was just so nostalgic and I could remember everything that happened ,the brushes contacts like everything and I don't even know why him like he is not what you want
And you are not what he wants either but I dunno guess its my hormones peaking during ovulation.

So as there wasn't much space left with my dad in the van so a guy (dunno who) was complaining so I switched seats with him and he was sitting right beside that guy and God knows why it was just like something that already had happened but this was elevated

And then I got up to exchange seats and in the process he had held his hands up for me but never too close (just that he always does that) . So I had to take the first step and rested my hand on his and as if he was was waiting for the first move or signal as you might say he then held my hand kinda ...helped me to sit properly.
BIWBWBUWUMNSJJUWU
AND THEN it was just like the old times
He tried to touch my hand
I gave in...
And it was night like always it was
And we just kind of uk our fingers entangled but like subtly in a dainty way with the high of the night and hormones making it a lot better and uwu💗

Even after all this I don't know why it's him
Ok I gotta go im late ugh...

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