Heyy
I don't think you remember .
Don't think you remember me either though
But yeah it's been an year since our last encounter and I cant believe it . How fast the time flew by in an instant.
From the first time I ever entered that batch and was in my literal prime to the continued rot I went through and whoopsie now I'm in med school just like how I've always wanted to and you are too just like how you've always wanted to and it's great... It's totally great ... We both are happy and content in what we are doing and that's all that matters really .
If you are happy then I m too
Bcos you are all that matters to me
You ....
Pink ...
You know what ... I've always wanted to tell you that I was jealous of you at first ofc like everyone else in the batch and just like any other normal avg competitor healthy right?
Ughhhh why do I always write stories about him we had literally zero whatsoever interaction ...
Umm maybe 0.1.0.2.
Yeah <1 but we did didn't we?
That's it . I miss you a lot . That's all I wanted to say and be happy .
Im sad that you got away . That we fell apart. That we couldn't be together but hey atleast we crossed paths ... In this lifetime. Maybe THAT was all it was . And ik I can manifest and all but I won't bcos ik you're happy without me and you will be happy with them . You deserve someone authentic and real . You deserve someone healthy and actually at the same level as ur brain ...
Sorry . Im not degrading myself .
Bcos even I deserve a tall guy don't I .... I won't mind if he has curly hair like you . Arms like you... shoulders like you and a humour like you . I won't ever mind .. it.... Ughhh
But will I ever find a guy like that....
Im manifesting an actual good person who would love me for who I am . Not just curves . And who would miss me . Worship me alll the time . He'd be handsome , tall , curly haired and a nice nose and he'd be a smooth talker and have a nice voicee. That's my manifestation.....
But first let us date god for once ...
I want a relationship...... Real bad ... But yeah I mean a healthy relationship...... Please
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Dear Diary
General FictionSo I thought about writing so many stories and even planned the backstory but ofcourse being the person I am I cannot stick to doing something monotonous So just gonna post random thoughts and occurrences which ofc would be entertaining yeah that's...
