I don't even know if I deserve all this . If my parents deserve all this... It's getting harder and harder for me to understand it and idk why and for what am I doing this.
I don't have a goal in life other than getting rich. And I'm not even sure if I'll live long enough to fulfil it and idek ki mai jo krrhi hu wo sahi tha kya .
Kya meri hi galti thi jo maine ye course liya aur itna paisa kharch kiya ?
Ik mai Ameer nhi hu but still do I not deserve to be happy? To aspire to be rich.? To have the desire and give my 100 % so that I can fulfill this goal of being rich, having a lot of money and spending it together lavishly with my mumma papa and siblings . That's all I want from life tbh I don't want anything else. I'll do anything to make my parents proud of me be it ANYTHING . I'll do anything to provide them with stuff they couldn't have or get bcos of me . And my siblings too they'll never have to worry like me when they're my age, when they get to be 18.
They'll only see the beauty of this age . How much it provides you with . And not the worries of money and the world . They'll get to make beautiful relationships and have nice Instagram worthy lifestyle and I am working hard for it .they'll know that they can rely on me and I'll always help them . I'll prove it to everyone. I will earn a lot of money. My parents will go to a world tour with me and we'll go to places and sit in business class flights and travel everywhere humankind has ever went that's a promise I make to my future self . Myself in the next 5 years....
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Dear Diary
General FictionSo I thought about writing so many stories and even planned the backstory but ofcourse being the person I am I cannot stick to doing something monotonous So just gonna post random thoughts and occurrences which ofc would be entertaining yeah that's...
