Dear Diary

the end of a chapter

I'm over him and him
So yeah , I just always learn it the hard way that people are idiots and bloody mean and just care about their own goddamn asses . Like fr .
The guy who is a loser like his loose asss
And that bitxh who thinks she is something now that she scored firckin 4 marks more than me and that idiot who just shows up now and then .
It's not even his fault yrr why am I being this way .
It's my period day that is the reason .
Like every literal entry that I put here is on the day of my period and god I hate it so much
Like can you just not come and let me be skinny atleast try to

😭😭😫😭😭😭😭Im so fucking sad
I need a ton of chocolate rn
Please god just do something., Does this day have to get any worse than this
Just for gods sake can I get something good in my life . Someone good in my life. NO . Infact I don't need anyone . I don't need anyones validation to be happy .
Boys are idiots
Boys are dickheads
Boys are goddamn annoying creatures
And I wish God never created them
I wish iwas alone in this entire goddamn world with just me and noone to judge
And I could war whatever I want and eat whatevwr I want
And I just won't just won't won't wont won't won't wont
GIVE A FUUUUCCKKKK ABOUUUUUUTT ANYYYYYYYFUCKIIINNNNGGGGTINNNNGGGGGGGGGGGUGGHGHGGJHHHJHHHDJSJAJSHhshsdhdhhrhregfh

This day is just the worsttgtttttt istg
I don't know what grave sin I've committed fr
I just had the worst academic day
A bad hair day
A bad acne day
A bad bloat day
A bad fucking bloated stomach day thanks to a bad goddamn period day
That's the sole reason of all my misery I swear
I hate everyone
Especially that bitch
She couldn't have cared less innit
Ok off you go you monster
Im never texting you first ever again
I hate spoiled brats so much it makes my blood boil
And you bloody fatass uglyass annoying ass and just a big jackass
Who TF do you think you are hughhhhhh
You think I like you
No I don't fyi and it was my biggest ever mistake to ever have had something with you and you know what you should just fail .
But no I'm not at that level
I'm not at your down ass vibration level
I'm not going to associate myself with you anymore
Am not gonna bring you up in convos with no fucking one
Whatsoever and yeah just  fuck off dude
I hate your existence and your being
You should just have stayed in your limits
If thats what you wanted all along
Why would you play with someones dying heart and leave  it like that . It's so bad . It's my hormones I swear ..
You never liked me right ...... I know it very well
I still held on to that last hope and last thread of belief I had in you . In everything that happened that maybe just maybe you saw me as someone more than a pretty face .
But no I was just soo wrong . You're just like the other boys . Gross and horny and a big  fuckin idioooot is what you are