Do I love him do I hate him
I guess it's up and down .... ~~
You make me so happy
It turns back to sad
There's nothing I hate more than what I can't have
You are so gorgeous it makes me so mad ~~
Except the part of him being gorgeous , everything is true lol ....
That person makes me so mad . And the worst part is we haven't even talked yet . And I'm here fantasizing everything about him . Hating him for things he never did . Liking him for looking at me . Hating him again for ignoring me . Liking him again bcos he smiled bcos of me . That being true if my delulu self is correct .
That's the right word ig . Me being overly self conscious is equivalent to me being delulu 😂😂...
But I'm correct and I know that . And the fact that he was into me at some point . Atleast he did consider me once . Right??
Ughhh...
That person makes me so mad .
I didn't even talk to him bcos I'm a scaredy shy cat but why the hell does he have to talk so much(with everyone but me )
It's like me and him are from diff worlds
It is true indeed...
I mean he is literally perfect ...
And I struggle with almost everything
He aces every exam and I just sit there with my head down in guilt, shame and inferiority . It sucks ik but the fact that he still manages to be funny and look happy at the same time makes me go bonkers .... Like I quite literally want to murder him at those times .
Making me question every God as to why does he exist..
Oh my god ...gurll calm down...
It's not like he's the only opponent you've got
You've got like tens of thousands of em'...
What are you doing hating on this poor guy, who didn't offend you once. Don't do this ...it's so bad .it's bad karma
You don't want that .right ??
Check the second part ...
"Loving him was pink"
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Dear Diary
General FictionSo I thought about writing so many stories and even planned the backstory but ofcourse being the person I am I cannot stick to doing something monotonous So just gonna post random thoughts and occurrences which ofc would be entertaining yeah that's...
