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Why do I always end up getting hurt . Why do I always end up to be the dumber and naïve person in whatever I encounter with boys.
All I want is a good guy
Are my expectations far too high~~~
I always thought that doing good will reap you good but at this point of time of my life I'm skeptical of this fact.
I don't know what is wrong in what I do .
I don't know why I look for validation all the time.
Why am I always so insecure of myself and my body
It makes me feel like garbage .
I regret literally everything I do and I hate myself and everyone and .............
It sucks?
Sometimes I just want to end this misery once and for all
But again that's not the option you get in life

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