De Silva Series 1: Shy to you [On-going]

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"Hindi nyo na kailangan ng formalities, masyadong oa." Sabi ni Ate Cassy with her usual attitude at napatawa ako. She was very funny and she knows how to use jokes at a rught time. Unlike Abrielle who was never serious everytime, Ate Cassy knows when to use the right personality at the right time.

Dinala ako ni Cassy sa tabi niya at hinayaan namin ang dalawang mag-usap. I was quute worried about how Abrielle is going to talk to Sir Sebastian but looking at her serious face, I think she's really serious. She has matured.

"It will be okay, Amy," Ate Cassy said with assurance when she noticed how I look at my niece. "She's doing well there." I smiled at her. I looked in front to distract myself when Ate Cassy sighed.

"I know what happened beh, Savannah told me. It's been months, yet I feel like you're still having a hard time." Napatungo ako sa sinabi niya sa akin. "I don't know what to feel Ate Cassy," I started.

Nanatili akong nakatungo sa magkahawak kong kamay. "I was there-I was mad at him, my emotions were unstoppable Ate. I went out to let go of my emotions. He was insisting on taking me back inside but because of madness wala na akong ibang naisip kundi malaman ang lahat," I felt how my tears fell and she silently listened.

"I was so furious that I forgot he's a De Silva, the enemy is aiming for my life! It should've been me! But w-why is he so k-kind? H-he even told me-that h-he-" I shook my head. Huminga ako ng malalim at tumingala.

"He loves you." Napahikbi ako sa sinabi niya. I nodded.

It's true that I'm not letting all of my heavy feelings out but, I just can't accept the truth. Why did he confess to me that day when he was dying in front of me. I didn't even attended his funeral. "He also told me to be safe forever without him by my side."

Binigyan niya ako ng panyo at hindi ko naman tinanggap iyon, dahil meron akong dala. Iyon mismo ang ginamit ko at nag-iyak.

"H-he's a-always taking care of m-me, always th-there for me and he never fails to love me." Sabi ko sa kaniya. "I-I failed to r-realize because I wasn't assuming things that are greatly obvious already."

Ramdam ko ang paghagod ng kaniyang palad sa aking likod at sinubukan kong pigilan ang aking pag-iyak pero parang bumuhos ata lahat ng sakit na kinikipkip ko noon pa.

"I love him very much, but I failed to tell him because I'm afraid- Nahiya akong sabihin ang nararamdaman ko dahil sa takot na masaktan. But now I regret everything." Halos hindi na ako makahinga sa pagiyak kaya napalapit na si Abri at Sir Sebastian sa amin.

"Cassy bakit pinaiyak mo?" Tanong ng asawa sa kanya. He was frowning at his wife before he sighed, gosh. Sir Sebastian saw my vulnerable side it's embarrassing.

"Gago! Hindi ko pinaiyak, pinalalabas ko ang lahat ng nararamdaman nya dito, lumayo ka nga muna istorbo!" Parang ang taray ata ni Ate Cassy ngayon, did she have a fight with Sir?

Hindi ko na nadinig ang sinabi ni Sir Sebastian at nawala na ang iyak ko. I stopped crying at pinakalma na ang sarili.

I won't think about him and it would be fine.

"Baby, what did I even do to you? Hindi mo pa naman kabuwanan ngayon." He was trying to touch her but she was ignoring it.

"Malamang hindi ako dinalaw eh! I even had morning sickness while you were asleep, Idiot! I even have to prepare our breakfast while I was feeling sick earlier! Hoe dare you blame me?!" Napatingin ako kay Sir Sebastian at napatawa. I think I know why.

"Ate Cassy is pregnant I think, nagre request po ba siya ng maraming bagay sa inyo?" Tanong ko. Abrielle stood beside me.

"Yes, a lot more that you can imagine." Sagot niya at napatahimik naman siya nang ma realize ang sinabi ko.