Selfish Appetite [5 Seconds of Summer]

[21]

"But she knows the truth,
 Not everyone can carry on-
 with their heart split in two halves"

- -

Sloan 

"How was it?" Mina wonders, with excitement clear in her voice. 

"We're reeling here, give us details." Ally jumps in, her pale face basking under the sun rays coming in from the window.  

"You don't even like men." I point out with a lopsided smile. 

She snorts. 

"I like that my best friend finally had her brains fucked out- after an eternity." she shrugs. 

"Is this a good time to mention that I want to kill myself?" Michael grunts from the other couch in my living room. 

"No." Mina and Ally tell him at the same time, shushing him afterwards. 

"Tell us about it already." Ally shakes my foot with her freshly-painted dark purple toes. 

I grab the nail polish bottle from the coffee table and roll it between my hands, trying to get my racing thoughts in order. 

"It was really good." I bite my lip to prevent my grin from getting too wide. "He was gentle, we took it slow at first." I trail. "And then he did fuck my brains out." I admit, and Ally laughs loudly in celebration, while Michael groans again. 

"Seriously, my brain? All over the wall." he snarks and Mina shushes him with a wave of her hands.  

Michael takes the nail polish from my hands and paints his left thumb the same dark purple color we all had on. 

He examines the color and the overall feeling before going in reluctantly to pain all of his nails.

"Did he spend the night?" Ally asks. 

I tell them that he did, then we also spent the next morning in bed. 

"Excellent." Mina smirks approvingly.
"Was it awkward? The figuring shit out part." Michael gives in and joins the talk. 

"No. I mean I thought it would be, but it really is all just about the sex. It's amazing." I admit.
"Told you so." he shrugs. 

"Does he have a big-"
"No!" Michael yells repeatedly. "The man is one of my closest friends now. I do not need information of this nature swirling around in my brain." he warns and I clump my mouth shut.

An hour goes by, and we decide to order in instead of going out. 

The weather is getting chillier, therefore the house seems more inviting, more cozy. 

Ally fights with Michael over the menus, and I decide not to intervene and just be entertained by the free show.

"If Ally wasn't gay, you guys would be fucking 24/7." I state, earning two throw pillows on the head and chest, courtesy of the duo. 

"I can see that actually." Michael gives in and Ally screeches in disgust.
"You know what? Me too." she ends up shrugging. 

"I like the bling." Mina points to my necklace then. 

"Thank you." I smile. "Luke gave it to me for my birthday." 

"Luke didn't come to your birthday." Michael utters, confused. 

"Right." I concur. "He gave it to me at the bar, last week. He also apologized for not showing up." I nod, and they all share a look. "What?" I ask, but no one says anything, and soon the food arrives and the conversation subject changes.