But it seemed like Jimin didn't plan to stop, he kept undressing her until she was only in her undergarments. He grabbed both of her hands and put it above her head.
"Don't touch me, don't touch me..."
At this moment, Y/N couldn't think straight. Her mind was full of the memory of that traumatizing night. She hid it well and tried to forget it, a man was taking her clothes off without her consent when she was weak.
Just like tonight.
Y/N was afraid and trembling in fear. She felt filthy as she couldn't even seem to recognize the man who pressed her down at this moment. She was just surrounded by all those memories.
She didn't realize she was screaming in fear, her face was full of tears. Jimin was startled, he stopped all of his actions as he watched her. His hands were shaking and his face dropped immediately.
Finally Y/N pushed him away and curled on the other side of the bed. She kept saying: "Don't touch me, please. I'm begging you to not touch me..."
"Y/N..." Jimin stayed still in horror.
Jimin stretched his hand to touch her but she screamed at him like mad. "Go away, go away!"
Jimin left the bed and stood up, watching Y/N curl her body while crying. His heart tightened at the scene, he was in shock and started to blame himself for everything that just happened. He pulled and covered her with the blanket then left the room.
Y/N pulled the blanket up until it covered her face. She thought she already forgot about those memories but they came back to haunt her and ruined her. She really thought she already forgot them but she realized that she remembered the ultra vivid scene.
That night, a man forcefully took her clothes off before she passed out and when she woke up she was inside a bathtub, supposedly he wanted to wash the evidence away.
With this filthy part of her, how could she face Jimin?
Jimin took a cold shower in the guest bathroom. Actually when he first noticed Y/N's strange expression, his fire was already gone.
He started to connect this moment to the moment when he came out of the prison. At that time, Jimin was also trying to be intimate with her but her response was also strange. Even though it was not as emotional as tonight, it was still fishy. A lot of things happened after that, he couldn't find anything.
Tonight, he tried again but she screamed and cried loudly, her whole body was trembling. It seemed like she regarded him as a monster. He couldn't stop thinking about her intense response.
He leaned on the sofa and took a deep breath. No matter what happened, he would find out!
Jimin stayed in his study for a while and he checked the clock. It was already midnight. He left the study and went to his room, Y/N was sleeping now but her blanket fell on the floor. He grabbed it and draped it on her body, he made sure he did it cautiously but she suddenly opened her eyes.
"I'm sorry, baby, please," Jimin said softly. "I saw how horrified you were earlier, and I couldn't help but feel guilty. I didn't mean to upset you."
She turned her body reflexively, she curled up to the other side, away from him. His face changed. "Do you see me as a monster? You don't want me to touch you?"
Y/N didn't respond. She hugged her knees, curling up her body and buried her head on her knees. Jimin's heart was about to burst out of pain seeing her like this, he clutched her chin. "Park Y/N, please tell me. What happened?"
He noticed her eyes started panicking, she kept struggling and screamed: "Let me go!"
"Y/N, calm down." Jimin grabbed her shoulders.
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DON'T LET ME GO | PJM
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