An: Aight guys here's whats up. I'm gonna be skipping new moon simply because it's boring and honest to god didn't have the will power; read the first 3 chapters and hated it SO! We are going to be moving on to Eclipse. If you guys have a problem with that, I'm sorry to say but there's nothing that will change my mind. If you don't have a problem with it, thank you for your understanding.
This chapter will just be a little lead into Eclipse, basically the end of new moon ish.
Also guys, if you don't know; I have a war thunder youtube channel (Cannonmangaming, same pic as my wattpad acc.) . If you guys would like, go check it out. I'm pushing to get to 100 subs, and who knows maybe you can ask me writing things on one of my streams too. :)
Thank you anyway for your time, now on with the story.
***WARNINGS OF SUICIDE, SELF HARM, AND OTHER TRAUMATIZING DESCRIPTIONS: IF YOU HAVE SUFFERED FROM DEPRESSION THE AUTHOR STRONGLY ADVISES YOU DO NOT READ THIS PART. YOU HAVE BEEN CAUTIONED.***
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Lying in the forest, the starlings were jumping around me as I twirled the knife in between my fingers. It couldn't really do anything to me. Not lethally. But perhaps...perhaps that's what I was aiming for.
My family...abandoned me. They claimed it was because of the Volturi, that they were leaving to lure them away. Alice...Emmett...Jasper....Alice....
They all just disappeared.
Jacobs' mockery had reached a new high, as had his creepy advances on Bella. When she friendzoned him, he cut off all contact with her. She took it hard, which was understandable. They had been friends for a while. Bella was still a sensitive person, who did try to do right by everyone.
But, she got back to feeling alright soon enough. I tried my best to be normal, I really did. But even a monster like me has limits. I'd lie awake at night, ears straining to hear the door open or my siblings laugh or insulting. Even their bickering would bring me comfort now...anything...anything....anything....just something....
"I guess I'm alone again... Without a family...maybe...." I felt the comfort of the blade in my palm. Irrational...maybe?
Maybe Carlisle was right, all those years ago. He shouldn't have saved me...
"Y/n?" A soft voice flitted through the forest. Bella's soft face poked around the towering trees, a fern framing her perfection. She was so...wonderfully human...I was jealous.
"Hey Buttercup." Smiling, I felt my throat prickle, and before I could control it...
"I'm here." Her words were gentle, as soft as the kiss her lips planted on my head. I heard her heart beating, but it was drowned out over the voices in my head and the tears that tore through my skin as the traced my features, falling freely into her sweater.
"'I'm here."
"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."
"Hey it's ok, let's get you to the hospital."
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"How's he doing?" Charlie stood in the door way to the ward. The hospital had been strangely quiet since Carlisle had resigned. The staff felt his resignation keenly. However, in memory of his service, they continued their work diligently.
"He'll live...he might have serious scarring though, but that can be addressed at another point." The doctor sighed, shaking his head. "You know, I respected Carlisle a lot...but this? This makes me question it..."
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