Chap34 Chase~ Bloody red.

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Sorry for the wait, I have been going through a lot lately and I can never be bothered to go for this anymore. I do want to stop this story, but I don't delete unless there is no hope and this story has hope..... also I think you guys would kill me if I deleted it, but this story is coming to an end, in about six or so chapters.

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 Regrets,

 Mistakes,

 Loss.

 That's going through my mind at the moment. I miss her. I fucking miss her. I hate that I left. I should've stayed. I don't care if I don't get a better salary. I want to be there with her. I want to be with my friends.

 "Bro, you need to chill," Luke, one of the staff, says, his voice dull and croaked- due to the cigs- with an obvious annoyance to his tone. I don't usually make friends with guys like him, but he does make a small smile appear on my lips every now and then. He has a cocky style about him. Six pack, large biceps, smooth talking and a smirk that never leaves. He has brown hair and brown eyes, a striped top and plain jeans. Simple, but all the girls fall for him.

 "What are you talking about?" Luke always thinks I am a downer and ruins all his plans. But it's not like he has a lack of friends. He could talk to other people other than me.

 "That chick- Lola I think- well she's always on your mind. She can't be that special." Controlling my anger, I take deep breathes. He can't even remember her name! It's been a whole month! Even Porter remembered her name.

 "It's Lacey and you haven't even met her yet."

 "She sounds like a whore to me- I mean, dating you, a month later, dating her bully. Sounds a bit desperate to me." In a flash he's pinned up against the wall, my fingers wrapped around his throat.

 "Don't you ever say that again." I let out a growl- literally. 

 He nods eagerly, struggling for air. I let go and storm away. I could possibly loose my job- since Luke is the boss' son- but I don't care. 

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 Driving home was torture. I nearly crashed twice. I don't know what's wrong with me, it's like all of my emotions are turning off. (yes, quoted from vampire diaries) I feel like my heart has stopped beating and my whole body is numb. 

 I drive to the pub and as soon as I sit down, I ordered whatever came to mind. I need to forget this pain, this memory. . . her.

I'm on my. . . tenth? fifteenth? shot and I'm wasted. I know that for certain. The pain is numb to the point where it's just a ringing vibrate.

 Oh wait. . . that's my phone.

 One text from. . . 

I open the mysterious text but the words are blurry, nothing makes sense. 

 "What does this say?" I ask the bartender. . . guy. . . girl. . . Justin Beaver Doppelganger? 

 "It's from a girl called Lacey, saying she's sorry." The look-a-like comments. 

Why would Lacey be sorry?

 "She cheat on you or something?"

 "What?" Did I say that out loud?

 "Yes you did say it out loud. Is she sorry that you cheated on you?"

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