Love behind the screen {student/teacher}

Chap16 Chase~ Blind Date

New chapter for you guys. I only updated two days ago and it took me that long to finish this. Anyway. I should upload my other story 'we all break our promises' tomorrow or something since I'm going to pizza hut tonight:D

Song on the side. It's really cool, also the video is freaking awesome:D

Idiotic

Pathetic

Childish

Those are the words that had been running through my head all night. I couldn't believe what I had tried to do.

I can't believe I acted the way I did! What kind of person am I to bribe Lacey like the way I did?

A monster, that's who.

The words just kept going through my mind. "be with me or loose me" I shouldn't have made her choose. Maybe that's why she wouldn't be with me. Maybe that was why Lauren cheated on me. Sure I gave her everything- well everything but sex.

I'm no virgin who would prefer to wait for the right person but it was too early, and that night when I found out she cheated on me, I was actually going to give her her "need" I'm glad that I found out about her before though.

Going back to the presence, I looked over to Lacey who was looking away, outside of the window and into the dark twilight night.

Her words baffled me. What did she mean I was blind? As soon as the words had slipped from her mouth, she looked regretful and stepped into the car- without saying any further conversation.

I was hoping her three words were different. I honestly thought that she would return the "I love you" but she never did.

"Lacey I'm sorry I made you choose. I never want to hurt you." I blurted out, tightening the grip on the wheel.

"It's fine." Her tone held no emotion- she didn't look at me either.

"No it's not. I hate fighting with you, it doesn't seem right." She finally looked my way.

"it's not your fault," She took a deep breath. "I didn't consider that you were hurting inside. I didn't intend on pissing you off. I want you to be happy because you deserve it. But I won't deny that you was acting like a prick at the end if the night." She was right, I was a prick.

"Will you stay with me tonight still? Or would you prefer if I take you home?"

"I will still stay with you." She added half a smile.

"Thank you." We lapsed onto awkward silence. The only music  from her earphones made sure there was no silence present. "Lacey?"

"Mm-hm?" her music must be lower that I thought if she could hear my quiet words.

"What did you mean that I am blind!"

"Why do you want to know?"

"Out of curiosity because you didn't really elaborate on the thought."

"I said you were blind because to you, you see this beautiful warm-hearted girl with no problems. That is just a fantasy- what you want me to be. But you are blinded by your fantasy. The truth is that I'm just a pathetic, fat and ugly girl with many problems. You don't see that- so you are blind." I was about to disagree when she added more. "I was so pissed off when you said I'm just like Lauren because she is perfect. She has the looks of a goddess, she as a body of a model, she just has an ugly personality. I am nothing like her." Did she really think that? Is that what she has decided? Come to a conclusion too?