Love behind the screen {student/teacher}

Chap17 Lacey~ Heartache and Confusion

I'm sorry guys, but I think all the Chase fans are going to hate me, but (if) anyone likes Paul, you're going to like him a little more.

I've tried so hard to upload for you guys so there ill be mistakes. There is a big shocker at the end of the chapter so yeah;)

song on the side. It kind of expresses how she feeling in the moment<3

''Why did you even set this up if you reacted so badly to it?'' Porter asked. We were in his room, me on the verge of tears while the guy I ''liked'' was downstairs, laughing away with Amanda.

''I expected this. I need to let him go.''

''You said that after you left school then you would agree to be with him. What happened to that?''

''I only agreed because I know he would find someone. He's good looking enough, he likes Amanda anyway.'' I refused to cry. I shouldn't cry. I'm not actually dating him. He's a best friend.

''I can't believe you're just giving him up so easily.''

''Excuse me?'' I couldn't believe that he had just said that.

''You know what I mean. You keep pushing him away and he's been through hell already. I know you have your insecurities, but you would be so lucky to be with him.'' Tears burned from my eyes, and I tried so hard not to, but it was so hard. This is what I meant by that he doesn't deserve me. I hurt him non-stop.

''You're right.'' I walk out and started to pack my things.

''I'm sorry, I didn't mean to piss you off.''

''But you're right.'' I packed my last thing and walked past him. I tried not to be noticed by the two happy couple, but it was quite hard with Porter calling behind me. ''Leave me alone!'' I yelled back.Tears falling freely as my voice broke.

''What's wrong?'' Chase asked, jogging over to me.

''I can't do this anymore. I can't be your friend Chase. I hurt you too much. You, me and Porter know that I do. I should just let you live your life and date all the girls you want.''

''Lacey please don't leave me.''

''I just need to go.''

''Lacey no, please.''

''Good bye Mr Dylan.'' I ran out and cried over and over.

It was dark since it was 9pm. It was also raining- more like pouring.

''Lacey please don't.'' I heard Chase yell behind me. I turned around to face him. I was thankful that it was dark and raining because then maybe he wouldn't notice that I was crying. ''Lacey you'll get the flu. If you're not going to stay, let me or Porter to take you home. It's freezing and you haven't got a coat.''

''I'll be fine.''

''No. I'm not letting you go like this. What did Porter say to you?''

''The truth.''

''What was the truth?!'' I felt like his was an intimate moment. Him holding me while it poured. Him trying to get me to stay.

''He said that I'm hurting you. He was right. I'm only playing with you. I can't help it. I thought that being your friend would mean that I could stop hurting, but it hasn't, it's only gotten worse. I've been using you without even thinking. I'm sorry. I'm selfish.'' I started walking away but he pulled me back and immediately set his lips to mine.